story

argh...got tense over and over and over again...
1st TEST COMING!!!!!

assignment keliling pinggang~~

ntah la....

and last nite i've got an accident...

mcm nie story die...

mase my frenz bawak krete, tetibe ade api jatuh depan krete tgh jalan...

ape lagi brek mngejut ar....

tau2 pakcik PJSD tu sibuk nk bakar sarang tebuan tp x blok jalan...

kureng betul...

dah tu kerete belakang pun brek..nasib sempat brek..xde la berlanggar...

da tu...kawan aq y bawak krete cuak dgn api terus nak reverse...

sakit tekak aq jerit ade krete kt blakang,

last2...dushhh...langgar gak...

da tu terjadilah situasi gelak2 y besar...

xteruk...tp kureng betul la pakcik PJSD tu...

haha, saje aq nk highlight kan PJSD tu...geram kot...

duit~~duit~~

tgh mlm, my coursemate call sebab risau...

da la br abis meeting...sian die...

die kate xmahal la setakat bumper kancil...dlm RM80 kot...

and plat dlmRM20 jugak...tp nti die follow up la...

anybody know the exact amount??hehe

and pg nie my best friend hntr msg:

"Assalamualaikum..

Sobahunnur..ohaiyo gozaimasu..slmt pg..

lets have a nice kick strt 4 2day..B)"

and sure...aq xbley balas msg sebab kredit da xde 3 hari...

so, jap lg nk p kelas...aq nk beli top up dulu...
penting tu...sebab byk msg2 akhawat y aq x dapat balas...

and ade la jugak my frenz y kecewe dgn aq...

aq xpernah harap org paham aq...

tp mmg bile masuk sem nie...keje aq byk sgt...

masalah byk sgt...dgn FYP lg....

seriusly, kdg2 give up jugak...

thankz to Allah swt cause always be with me...

the only one who understand me...

and seandainya aq give up dgn manusia pun,aq still ade Allah...

it just, aq je y xnk dgr cakap Allah selalu...

and aq nk cinta Allah je....and Rasulullah pun...

alrite...

nk p kelas...besok 1st test...

pray for everything will b fine...insya-Allah =)

chow yo...YOSH!!

p/s: aq rs ade org hecked my email plak la...benci giler...hari tu FB nie Email...agak2 arr~~~

japan

japan is a country..erm, yup...it is..

and hoping that i could go there and stay and work there and marr***...ehhh, acah kot...

tp one of my favret place la to explore...

yup, after Makkah of course...

now in japan is..... autumn...cayalah!!!

only few hour left...

and i have mixedfeeling!!!

someone going to japan today...flight on 23:00

for some agriculture conference...

wah~~isn't that great??

hopefully, he might get the best experience...

pesanan aq??

jgn lupe tnye..."makanan nie ade arak x??"

yela...walaupun sushi vege, org japan suke gune sake(alkohol) dlm nasi sushi tu...

haha...pesanan terbaek...

well, u are what u eat...2 yang aq besau skang...haha

aq suruh bawak mee cawan...tp beli 5 jer...

cukup ke untuk 14 hari...

and RM1000 convert to yen, cukup gak ke 14 hari??

risau jugak klu ade ape2 happen....

hope and pray everything going just fine...

ok la...before die fly, kne wat list pesanan...

alritez yooo...chow!!

p/s: besok ke program di KLIA....see ya all gurlzz~~

decided!!

well...well...

tonite...packaging stuff and get off...haha

by tomorrow morning i need to admit one things...

I NEED TO START STUDY....AGAIN...

fuh..thankz Allah coz just one year left...

Alhamdulillah...

well, decide go to Manchester next year...so

guess need to pay some ptptn or else...BLACKLISTED!!!

sgt melampau...aq study lagi kot...siap tak bg tangguh...

uwaaa...ngadu kat mak...haha

however happen today...i guess i feel release..

why??

well, i decided something this morning...

something about my future...what is that??

wait until the day comes...hihi...secret for a moment...

sometimes, we think we can live better without anybody...

but in some moment...we actually can't....

people use to said...

"u only realize that u love something when the things is already gone..."

well, i don't want to be that kind of person...so, i decided to wait...

coz actually i'm already feel scared since last 7 dayz...

thought i already lost something in my life...something important and something that i love..

but actually, i don't...yet...hehe

so, i better take care of it while i still have it...didn't i??yeahhh...

one a.m in the morning...not finish packing my stuff...no one helps...

everybody sleeping and happy...

me...keep smiling~~

hoping and praying next 2 sem will be the best moment in life..insya-Allah...

alritezz yoo...CHOW!!

p/s: well, i guess i have new best frenz today and promise to love this one more..hehe..fair??yeah..i know...not fair... =)

pray

i pray for the best~~
letz pray for the best~~

kita hanya merancang, dan Allah swt pun merancang...

dan sebaik2 perancang adalah Allah swt dan yakin lah perancangan Allah swt itu la yang terbaik buat kita...

baik buat aq, kamu, dia dan semua....

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan

Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku

Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku

Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon

Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan

Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku

Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku

Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah

Beri kekuatan jua harapan

Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya

Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang beriman

Bisa menemani aku

Supaya ku dan dia

Dapat melayar bahtera

Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih

Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku

Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini

Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia

Walau tanpa bersamanya

Gantikanlah yang hilang

Tumbuhkan yang telah patah

Ku inginkan bahagia

Di dunia dan akhirat

PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

doa seorang kekasih by: in team

p/s: Hari nie mintak cuti...and my manager kate "ok"...tp aq rindu manager kat department distribution n logistic la...haha...boleh x??

wordless Wednesday #1

p/s: aq pun da terikut2 blogger lain wat wordless nie...tp nk jugak ckp skit..haha

uhibbuki~~

sejak 8 may 2011 sampai la hari nie...19 jun 2011...

brape hari da agak2 nyer hah???

erm...setelah kire hampir seminit...

nmpak nye jumlah keseluruhan hari adalah 42 hari...

wah~~seakan masa lambat sgt bergerak...

tp byk bende da berlaku dlm hidup aq, kita, dia, engkau, mereka, kamu etc...

setiap hari, ade je bende y happen...

baik, buruk, indah, teruk, kosong, gembira, sedih etc...

tak tau hari nie, mcm rindu sgt pada seorang insan...

insan y byk memberi aq erti hidup bertuhan...

i mean, mengenalkan aq pada jalan menuju ilahi...

aq tau...mesti susah utk die....dpt teman seteruk aq...

tp sejak aq balik semenanjung, tahun 2009 tu....

kite da jarang sgt tidur sama, makan sekali, berbual mesra same2~~

org kate, kami selalu sgt bersama...

so, tiap kali daurah mesti kne pisahkan...tp sebenarnye,kite da jarang bersama...

masa y ade cume dlm train bile nak p usrah same2...jaulah pun pisah krete....

train ktm tu je la mase kite...rindu saat tu sekarang!!!

rindu sgt nk sit and share same2 mcm dulu2....

byk sgt y da brubah dlm diri nie...

tau je...xbley jadikan alasan sebab kite da jarang bersama n kurang caring each other menyebabkan kite mudah lemah n mungkin malas, or mungkin down...

niat kne sentiase betulkan..memang pun, n tau je...

cume....klu dpt bersama2 lagi best...

hamassatus shabab!!

ape2 pun, jazakillah khair buat ukhti kesayanganku yang juga merangkap teman sejati, sahabat dunia akhirat, buah hati saya...hehe

serius, tanpa ukhti...mmg rs lain~~jauh kite walaupun sejengkal sememangnye memberi kesan y teruk buat saya...seems like i need u to baby sit me again n forever...

balik la upm, jenguk saya...duk pahang lame2 pun, bukan best...hehe

uhibbuki fillah (i love u because of Allah)

p/s: sedih sgt....n mcm xnk p keje je besok...xsuke...xsuke...xsuke~~~

baby

baby...baby...baby...oooo

like baby...baby...baby...nooo...~~justin biberr...haha

xde keje kan??ntah tul ke x aq eja name adik justin tu...haha

ok, anyway~~~baru je balik dr salam wida'...serius usrahmates mmg banyak ajar tentang erti real life....

maklum la...aq n one other akhwat je y still bergelar student...
y lain...sume da keje and berfamily~~wah..

byk ilmu y antunna ajar...rindu antunna sgt2...

insya-Allah...next daurah kite jumpe...xlame da...hehe

nti update ye~~

ok2...

knape baby??

cewah...sendiri tanye la plak..as usual..kah kah

xde la...

hari nie, sebenarnye sgt excited nk jumpe my baby tasneem...

maklum la..balik keje penat kot...

so, mase nie la nak jumpe baby tasneem nk lepas penat...

tp, bukak2 je pintu krete...

"eh, mane tasneem?? (dlm hati da sedih~~)"

"Tasneem kat abi die...biar abi die blaja jage baby"

aduh...hancur hati ku...

tu y kuar lagu justin biberr tu..haha

da la my baby chocha jauh nun di seremban...

baby tasneem plak xdtg...waaaaa~~~nk baby!!!

satu bende la aq blaja hari nie...

mungkin setengah2 org kate penat nk jage zauj and baby (bg y da ade family y sah la ye)..

balik keje...nk settle probz umah...

tp my sis nurul kate...

"sebenarnye, byk y awak blaja bile da family nie...satu je..doa utk dpt zauj y memahami kene selalu...klu bley ikhwah la better...tp klu xdpt, cari la yang faham dgn keje dakwah kite...Allah akan tolong awak"

fuh~~ops!!! cukup sharing skit2 je...nk lebih, p la daurah BM...hehe

well, ape2 pun...aq rindu chocha n tasneem...rindu nyer~~~

penat x hilang bile xjumpe diorg~~

alrite all my dear....

besok ade kursus...biase la...bile da bergelar org HR nie...byk la kursus kne attend..cewah~~

anyway, siang td...one of my colleagues cakap...

"eh, fatimah...awak intern je yek??alaa...klu x, bley jd kawan saye"...

haha...da ade peminat tu...jgn jeles, k~~

ok...chow...

assalamualaikum~~~

dictionary:

1. zauj : suami/husband

2. BM : Baitul Muslim (keluarga islam)

3. Abi : ayah/father

p/s: ape pendapat klu amik anak angkat??mane tau bley hilangkan beban mase balik keje...haha...

intern

intern means: latihan industry...(kamus:aq sendiri)

when i open up oxford dictionary, i also don't understand what the dictionary wanna explain about whats is intern means...so, i use bahasa kasar which mean praktikal industri...

get it??...no???

never mind...avoid it...i'm cool~~

well, suppose to be 8 person will be going for internship this holiday...

however, problemz appear...(appear la sgt...benci)...

so, the person that already go for their internship only 3 person...

my fren, my frenz, n my frenz...jd la 3 orang...kah kah

oh my~~

and tomorrow, (tukar bahase la...tergeliat speaking2 nie...a.k.a xde mood)

sorang lagi my friend akan p internship...

xdapat nk borak sepanjang malam lagi...cewah~~

kat mane??

kluang...(oohhh...snap) -tempat kluang man~~terbaik!!!

yup...dekat kluang, johor...

doakan supaye semuanya akan ok besok...baik pendaftaran, baik perjalanan, baik penginapan...

jgn tido dlm krete sudah...haha

cakap pasal tido dlm krete...

ade brite sedih...bile sorang budak 3 tahun, meninggal sebab tertingal dlm krete...

berite td kat tv...Al-Fatehah~~

tu belum lagi kisah pasal umah anak2 yatim : tragedi hulu langat

so, pesanan khidmat masyarakat...

take care kat tempat org...n jgn tido dlm krete...terbaik~~

intern aq??

oh my...malas nk cite...tp nk cakap gak...

mule2 mintak munchy's...senyap

then, mintak tlg one of my lecturer...dpat...tp prof plak reject...

fama??mintak maaf...klu bley nak lain..hehe
dapat giant....aq tolak...

mintak tesco...erm, resume da hntr...tinggal nk call besok...

klu dapat, dapat la...klu x, jom kite enjoy~~!!!

insya-Allah perancangan Allah swt lah yang terbaik sekali...

klu de rezeki ade la...MOJ (mak ok jer~~)

gonna miss them'all....skang pun da rindu~~waaaaaa

knape beriye aq nk intern: ceciter...ceciter...

1. aq nk tamatkan study aq 3 tahun je...

2. aq takut, lame2 aq study...mood nk 1st class degree hilang

3. sebab klu xdapat, nti aq xsame kelas dengan.........ops~~haha

4. aq dapat join graduation tahun depan...dgr x??tahun depan...excited ni..haha

5..ok cukup...polygamy xbley lebih 4 (ade kaitan ke??) whatevaahhh....

so, doakan semua berjalan lancar besok...

baik untuk aq mahu pun my special frenz...jeng3

p/s: yosh~~~knape aq post awal mlm nie...sebab aq rs mcm xsedap hati, xsedap badan...

feels sleepy pun ade...tapi xpe...nk tunggu call dr someone...pastu br bley tidor dgn happy nye...haha..yosh~~

madah

saat mendengar azan subuh....

tibe..terbit satu ilham pujangga dlm hatiku...

untuk hati dan jiwa yang mendengar...

‎~~dan aku yakin, jauh itu bukan bererti berhenti mencintai...namun sekadar memberi ruang untuk merindui...agar di saat pertemuan, hati akan berseri-seri untuk memiliki....dan

biarlah cinta itu untuk sesuatu y halal untuk dicintai (Allah swt), sesuatu y memberi pahala jika merindui (Rasulullah saw) dan pemilikan yang hakiki untuk dimiliki (syurga)...~~-madah jiwa sang perindu shahid

p/s: ilham (bukan name orang)haha dtg tetibe...romantik gak aq nie...kan??kan??

sensei

sensei(japanese)/ guru(malay)/ teacher(english)/ laoshi(chinese)....

16 may 2011...

xde hal lain y akan muncul dalam kotak kepale kite melainkan...

"yup, hari nie hari guru"....

jom imbas kembali 5 tahun lepas...

mase tu umur aku...17 tahun...lebih kurang sweet 17th la...haha

hidup aq lebih suke main2 je...

suke2...gurau2...erm~~lebih kurang gitu la...

smpai la dtg seorang cikgu y aq minat...haha

die student praktikal UPM...(tempat aq blaja skang)

kos bac. pend (bahasa melayu sebagai bahasa pertama)...

serius...time nie aq da start blaja2 jd stalker....

nk dijadikan cerita...bile cikgu nie nak habis praktikal...

mase tu aq rs mcm kehilangan la gak...(padahal cikgu tu xajar pun kelas aq...haha)

die just pernah jage kelas aq waktu cikgu bahase melayu aq xde...

tu pun dalam 30 minit je kot...kenangan tu~~~haha

mase die nk tamat praktikal tu, aq de la bg gift...

1st time dlm life aq bg gift kat org...

then, ckgu tu pun mesej la aq balik...

die kate "sy nk bg sesuatu kat awak...emm,besok jumpe sy"

ohhooo...nervous nie~~

besoknye bile aq jumpe die...die bg aq satu penande buku..

serius, aq mmg suke dpt n kumpul penande buku (ok..walaupun aq xminat membaca...)

kat penande buku tu tertulis...

cikgu saiful + no phone (rahsia~~~haha)

"sebuah mahligai bermula dari seketul bata, kejayaan yang sedikit bukanlah satu kegagalan, tetapi ia permulaan menuju puncak kejayaan...insya-Allah"

dan apa yang paling aq rs terkesan dalam life aq adalah...

kat penande buku tu ade satu logo yang menjadi punca di mana aq sekarang...

yup...logo UPM...serius logo UPM mmg cun~~~(logo uni lain pun ok gak..)

aq mula ade impian utk masuk UPM sebab penanda buku tu...

dan bermula kat situ, aq mohon masuk UPM walaupun aq tau aq akan ke Sarawak waktu tu...

dan ade la beberapa sebab lain...

and guess what...i am UPM student for 5 years now...

ade seorang ustaz cakap...

"turning point kite kadang2 bukan lah dr satu2 masa, atau satu2 ceramah....tp ia bermula dari awal lagi...setiap org y muncul dlm life kite adalah menjadi as sebab siapa kita sekarang..."

dan yang pasti bukan cikgu saiful je...

pada aq setiap insan y pernah muncul dlm life aq adalah cikgu aq....

xkire siapa die, baik mak ayah, org awam, best friend, friend, dan sape2 jugak pun...

terima kasih atas segala ilmu...

mungkin tanpa mereka aq xreti nak makan gune tgn,

mungkin tanpa mereka aq xreti membaca,

mungkin tanpa mereka aq xkenal penciptaku...

sesungguhnya jasa semua akan dikenang smpai mati...insya-Allah...

terima kasih buat semua cikgu, and also lecturer...

# sek.keb.kampung cheras bharu (1995-2000)

# sek.ren.agama Kampung Cheras Bharu (1995-2000)

# sek. men. keb. Senanwang Dua@ Seri Pagi (2001-2005)

# Universiti Putra Malaysia Kampus Bintulu (2006-2009)

# Universiti Putra Malaysia, Serdang (2009-present)

p/s: 2 hari lepas dpt mesej dari cikgu saiful...katenye die nk kawin jun nie kat Muar, Johor...hope dapat g...insya-Allah...

nervous

nervous means "1 easily upset, timid, highly strung. 2 anxious. 3 affecting the nerves"-oxford

easily upset??ohw, ok...not that....

erm, suppose to be today, my result from my practical industry will be confirm...

nervous?? agak la...

tp result xkuar2 lagi...call dr en.saifudeen pun xdapat lagi...

insya-Allah, klu dapat...i will start by next monday...

and i pray for my senai, kota bharu, and guar cempedak friend to start next monday gak...ameen..

semoga dipermudahkan urusan kalian dan hamba jugak...

nervous...nervous...(poyo seh...)

erm, sebut pasal nervous...

mari kite reflect ape citer semalam...ceciter...ceciter...

mak:"ko ikut k.dah p penang??"

aq:"ntah la...tgk la...ade ape balik penang??"

mak:"adik ipar k.dah nk tunang...sape name tu...ayang??ehh...."

aq: "nana la..."

mak: "haa...nana...berape umur die ye??"

aq: "tu..baye adik zul tu...21...(smbil tunjuk ke arah adik ku y sedang berangan...kahkah)

mak:"kau bile nak tunang...da 23 kan??(smbil pandang aq dgn penuh serius)..."

aq: "hah??"(dgn agak terkesima...) "tnye la ct"

haha...adoyai....

adakah itu green light??kah kah....

klu green light..hari nie gak aq p lamar anak orang...haha...

tp serius...mesti kne settle kakak2 atas dulu...

jd yang terakhir mesti best...

banyak backup..banyak sponsor...terbaik~~termeriah~~

but i'm telling u something...

in this age (23 an above la yer)...when people ask us about marriage...

u will feel something different in the inside...your heart beat fast then normal...

and maybe u can find a butterfly in ur stomach....

and at that time...u will feel nervous and in the same times, thinking...am i ready??

and do i have the exact person that can take care of me for the rest of my life??

marriage is not that easy...believe me...

sometimes i could be a scary part in life...if ur choices wrong...

ape2 pun...pilih la seseorang yang boleh kite melangkah masuk ke syurga ilahi dengan nya...

yang membantu kite dlm urusan dakwah kite...

yang mencintai kite kerna die mencintai Allah...

supaya marah die, sayang die, cinta die, cemburu die...semua kerna Allah swt...

insy-Allah....

argh~~

jauhnye merayau...dr citer praktikal p crite kawin...

dah..dah....nk smbung buat keje umah...cewah~~(acah je tu)..haha

p/s: pray for the best result today...erm, and lupe nak thankz pada yang sudi hantar balik seremban hari tu...thankz a lot...hehe XD

today

finally, i've gotta say goodbye to all my final exam paper...

yeah~~finally...score!!!!

but the knowledge hopefully remains forever...

thankz to all my lecturer and also my course-mate...

my friends and my best friend...

my group member~~

sorry if i said before this i dont want u guyz to be my group member ever...

maybe i just lost control a bit..u know what stress can bring u to...

and specially thankz goes to someone that always be my group member in this semester...

thankz for everything...

next sem??don't know (mane la tau 6 bulan xjumpe)..hehe

talking about today...

firstly, i need to settle all my practical problemz...

not yet settle...erm~~so complicated...

harap2 dapat la...tp klu xdpt pun, insya-Allah, i'm fully prepared..insya-Allah...

and for akhawatz yang tgh wat prog adik IPK...

pray for everything fine...

really sorry coz cannot join u girlz...afwan~~

today, hopefully much better than yesterday...

yesterday gotta be a memoriez...either u want to remember or not...

but, last day (8 may 2011) or "mei" in malay...hehe =P

it is sure be my unique memory...

why>>...secret~~hehe

erm,today...

klu semua perasan la kan...

2-3 hari nie panas lain mcm skit~~

upm, klu panas mesti hujan....tp 2-3 hari nie x...

pelik...pelik~~~ok xde la pelik jugak pun...

mcm la xpernah terjadi...hehe

panas2...layan ice room ok gak na??

terbaik~~lagi2 bile org belanje...thankz =)

sebenarnye rs mcm sayu je nk tinggalkan upm nie...cewah~~

xtau knape...

mungkin sebab sem nie...

1. aq paling kurang balik rumah...

2. aq paling banyak assignemnt

3. aq paling byk habiskan masa dgn upm..

4. aq paling...er~~~tu je kot...haha

jd rs lain...lagi2 klu aq xdapat praktikal cuti nie...

lagi la...

7 bulan kot tinggalkan upm...

and mungkin xjumpe course-mate2 aq selama setahun...

setahun tu~~gonna miss all of them (mcm confirm je xdpt pratikal)...haha

ok...satu rangkap untuk semua:

"kasihku.....

ku amat mencintai kamu.......

kerna kau beri arti hidup...

ku kan terus mencinta....

sedetik lebih~~~

selepas selamanya...."

p/s: besok insya-Allah balik ghumah den kek somban...lamo bonar den xbalik...smpai anak buah den pun x kenai laie maksu dio...xbley jd nie...4 bulan nie den nk kenalkan diri den je kek anak buah den...confirm~~~lame tu....fuh~~

DIA

cun x??

di edit oleh "diri saya sendiri"~~klu xsuke diam2 suda...haha XD

dia and DIA...

look the same...but different...

why??

because it is different...

DIA...

i plan something, DIA will determined...

i said i love him...DIA always love me, even before i love him...

i once or always forget about him...but DIA never forget about me...

i will do the best...and DIA will do the rest...

DIA promises is sure and confirm...

DIA always there when i sick, hurt, stress, sad, dying...

DIA always there when i happy, eating, studying, walking...

DIA always there in every single breath that i take...

how about dia??

i plan something, dia will support me...

i said i wanna forget about dia...dia always just say "ok"

i said i will do the best..and dia will pray to DIA for me...

dia not perfect...

dia only there if i need him...

dia will give me smile if i cry...

dia will support me no matter what am i doing...

never say no to me...

never give me the uncertain promise...

dia and me needs DIA...

so that, i and dia will always in the bless of DIA...insya-Allah...

see the different...

dia and DIA is never the same...never, ever....

because DIA is my aim, my destiny....

always be my aim...insya-Allah...

and dia??

i pray for dia will always be beside me and aim for DIA together...

insya-Allah...

side story:

thanks for my best friend today...u give me, my spirit and my smile...

u always give support and the things that i love about u...

u always there everytime that i need u...

even though i put my emotion on u...

i put my bad attitude on u...i don't put my trust on u...

but u just always there for me...

and the most thing that i like abou u is....u never give up on me...

p/s: u dont know how caring can bring u to the deepest part in heart and that will stay there forever...can't be deleted even u want to...and thatz also, was something that i'm afraid to.."care"

dedicated

oxford dictionary says about dedicate:

"devote (esp. oneself) to a special task or purpose. 2 address (a book etc.) to a friend, patron, etc. 3 devote (a building etc.) to a deity, saint, etc."

rs nak tulis puisi plak hari nie...bg jiwang skit musim2 exam nie..haha

Aku mengenalinya tanpa aku sedar...

Dan mula merapati setelah pertama kali berjumpa...

Tarikh dan hari aku tak ingat..

Tapi yang pasti, kami berkenalan di saat sama-sama menunggu bas...

Tidak pernah aku sangka..

Allah menghadiahkan dia padaku...

Hidup seakan berubah...

Andai dulu, aku seorang diri...

Kini ada insan yang perlu aku sayangi...

Ada insan yang perlu aku cintai...

Melangkah aku pergi jauh dari dia...

Sedih dan takut mula menyelubungi...

Bimbang jika dia tidak kuat...

Tapi keyakinan dan tawakal...

Ku serah pada yang Maha Mentadbir dan Merancang...

Sekuntum bunga merah aku terima dari nya...

Tanda perpisahan dan perjumpaan terakhir...

Dan buatnya, hanya keychain buat pengganti ingatan...

Dan aku yakin..

Berpisah dan bertemu kami kerana Allah...

Hari ini,

Ingin sekali aq imbas kembali rasa itu..

Rasa sayang dan cinta itu...

Kerna jika kami ditemukan semula...

Aku ingin rasa itu kekal seperti biasa...

Hari ini,

Dia akan kembali dengan izin Allah..

Ke sini, di sini...

Dan pastinya harapan ku tinggi...

Agar kami bertemu semula..

Setelah lama terpisah...

Tanpa wajah dan juga suara...

Dan sekembalinya dia...

Aku ingin berkongsi denganya...

Kabar iman ku, kabar iman nya...

Semoga kami diredhai-Nya...

I’ll be wait for u, dear...

Dedication to: Noramalina Zainordi

walimah

walimah a.k.a wedding...

oxford dictionary said: "marriage ceremony." (thatz it??!!)

ok then...ceremony...ok...ok....

haha...as simple as that huh??

walimah is hav much bigger thought than that ok...

xperlu jelaskan..takut ade kanak2 belum 23 tahun membaca blog ini...

anyway..knape 23??

jawapan aq: suke la...haha

gurau2...sebab aq da 23 tahun kan..sebab tu la...(derr...sebab tu jek...dull..)

ok...

jemput la dtg ke walimah aq....~~

s:"ko nak kawin da??"

a:"well....da tua pun aq kan??"

haha....

nervous nie...ops~~

ops~~walimah aq punye kawan...

xcakap habis plak td..so, aq xbley la nk jemput melainkan tuan punye badan yang jemput...

xper2...time aq nanti aq jemput...

haaa....yang belakang tu jgn la nagis guling2 sebab xdapat p...

nti aq post gamba..haha

ape2 pun, i'm happy for her...finally, she found her prince...

me??don't know...one time...another time...sometimes....=P

erm, letih jugak drive jauh2 nie sebenarnyer...

baru balik dr walimah belah perempuan...yup, kat batu gajah...

belah lelaki kat kelantan...xsanggup...

hari semalam, bangun pukul 4 pagi and skang da masuk 2 pagi...

almost 24 hour berjaga...terbaik~~

ape2 pun jaulah mmg best...

ade satu bende aq suke hari nie...kate2 dr seorang yang tidak dikenali...

agak dapat memberi tamparan pada aq gak la...tgk ape die cakap...

"cabaran dan duaan dalam dunia xkan ad pnghujungnya kecuali kita akan dapat merasai pe balasannya di akhirat kelak...so be patient dan letakkan kesabaran dalam diri anda...jangan sesekali rasa benci terhadap ujian yang diberi.... sandarkan usaha dan tawakal anda kepada ALLAH S.W.T.... kerana salah satu penyebab tension adalah kerana kurangnya keberantungan diri kita kepada ALLAH S.W.T."

well, aq rs sgt betul pun...bile hubungan dengan Allah xsettle...yang lain jd susah sgt...

aq harap sgt aq dapat putar balik waktu...tp itu sangat mustahil...

so, ape y aq bley buat is betulkan keadaan kepada y lebih baik..right??

p/s: ape yang berlaku dalam hidup aq selama 23 tahun nie, siapa yang aq jumpe, apa yang aq dapat dan apa yang aq hilang...semuanya ade hikmah yang tersendiri...adakala ia menampar, adakala ia membuat aq senyum di malam hari...tp satu bende yang aq yakin...

takdir Allah itu sesuatu yang terbaik dan sgt adil...

AKU RINDU RASULULLAH SAW....SGT RINDU!!!

journey

journey means:

"act of going from one place to another, esp. at a long distance. 2 time taken for this (a day's journey)"=oxford dictionary

finally, my marketing plan and farm management study is done!!!fuh~~scoreee~~

ok,stop...still have 2 more to go...u can do it mr.brain...haha

actually, sometime we need to rest...and unexpected journey or holiday give u the worthwhile experience that u absolutely can't buy in the market, for sure...

ok, this is my story:

25 april 2011, i decided to go to book fair, at PWTC...first time nie...

then, calling2 with some of my friends...to meet there...

found my wanted book.."isabella"-serius akan menyentuh jiwa..

seperti kesah bob lokman...ok..itu kne wat entry lain...~~haha

after buying some books, we going home...havoc!!

THATZ IT??~~not fun at all, ok...haha

ok..itu tipu...life is full of surprises, right??

so, chill+relax=chillex~~

serius cute tajuk buku nie...love it...

ok..nie la PWTC y baru 1st time aq g...haha malaysia...malaysia

serius ramai org walaupun hari isnin

anyway, cerite kami x smpai di situ shaje ok...

aq, teh n mr.hiccup bercadang untuk holiday dengan bumblebee...

ok..aq yang cadang sebenarnye...(mengaku2)

sambung citer....

dengan tidak sengajanya, terlihat satu sign board "PUSAT SAINS NEGARA"

1:"pernah p x??"

2:"x.."

3:"aq pernah g kot mase sekolah dulu"

1:"nak g x??"

2:"nak...jom~~"

1:"betul??"

2+3:"xkesah je...jom~~"

ok..dgn senang hati...melangkah la kami ke dunia dinasour...dlam pusat sains negare tu...

ok~~fine..mmg budak2 sekolah je yang p situ ok...

tp hello~~...kitorg pun still belajar lagi...so, what??

murah kot : MYR5.00 je kot(klu de kad matrix la)

ok, then??jgn fikir smpai situ je ok...

name pun unexpected journey kan...

1:"nk makan kat mane?"

3:"Melaka...makan asam pedas...best nyer~~"

2:"jom!!.."

1:"serius??"

3:"jom la...serius"

1:"serius???"

3:"ikut la"..(dlm hati mmg nk gurau2 jer...tp...)

ok..mmg serius kitorg g melaka...untuk??

unexpected holiday ok...sebelum final kne rest2 dulu...cewahhh....

ok...malas tulis banyak...

1st: melawat tempat bersejarah (kate g melaka...so, wat pe lagi ye x??)

2nd: cari pantai untuk tgk sunset...cantik dan penuh rama2 dlm perut mase tu...haha

budak2 xpaham...haha

ape2 pun ciptaan Allah akan buat kite speechless dan rs betapa besarnye keagungan Allah sehingga sanggup ke kite lalai dr terus menjadi hambaNYA yang taat??serius xsanggup...

mase tu teringat bintulu dan org2 nye...ok..xnak feeling2~~not fragile at all,k..cewahhh

then, perut da terlalu lapar sebab xmakan dr pagi...

lepas solat maghrib...

so,ape lagi...JALAN JALAN CARI MAKAN la....

jom cari ikan bakar!!!...

moral of the story is.....

mmg kitorg p melaka hari tu...tnpa dicadang...and its fun and sgt ala2 dreaming kot...=P

kenangan terbaik~~~

xpayah citer banyak...jom tgk ape kitorg buat...haha

berbaloi kosongkan perut untuk ini ^...haha

sejarahwan ke ape nie??erk~~

serius aq suke gamba y aq tgkap sendiri nie...memoriable sehh...(puji diri sendiri)

p/s: ok assignment masih banyak...so, dreaming smpai sini dulu...nti smbung balik...haiyakk~~

ceciter

ceciter is one of the term for "try to story"..haha

well, more word will coming soon on Kamus Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka year 2012..

interesting story huh??

what ever...

i guess, i have more interesting story for this couple days...

let me ceciter2 to u all...haha..

firstly, i be poke up with some person which in nasyid group- Devotees member...

interesting...never chat with of those anyways..thatz the first time..

quite mesra jugak la~~~bagus, xsombong...name pun nasyid, insya-Allah baik2..=)

anyways, truly love their song pun since kat bintulu lagi...

letz guess, who the person who poke me??

and the second story yang agak menarik jugak adalah...

i've be poke up and have a chat with one of the contestant of Imam Muda...

unexpected things that happen today...mungkin boleh share2 ilmu lepas nie...

walaupun xpernah tgk imam muda, but in term of ilmu, they must have a lot jugak la kan??..

well, sharing is caring...right??

may be we can ceciter more after this...

guess who i have chat with??-secret-

ape2 pun, menarik jugak bile berbual dengan mereka...

semoga industri tanah air lebih banyak orang mcm mereka2 nie berbanding orang2......hehe

bak kate nabil "lu pikir la sendiri"...

p/s: mari settlekan assignment....semoga dipermudahkan urusan...so, sabtu nie boleh turun tolong ustaz run program...insya-Allah....

edition-entry for my best friend

update bukan bererti "tarikh naik"...atau pun "naik jumpa"..haha

ape2 la...yang penting, semua orang akan paham jer word update tu...

nak dictionary gak ke??~~~xpe la kot...

letz use my distionary..

update: maksudnye terkini...bahasa lain...ermm~~ok cukup...haha

erm, i thinkz lately...

aq suke update blog...oh my~~

somebody mule kate...

"hai team, da xde keje nak buat??update setiap hari nmpak...bagi keje kat awak boleh??"

haha...(tu hati aq cakap kat otak aq)...ops~~

ape2 pun, aq x update pun pasal my best friend birthday lagi...

well,

he's not the first person yang wish...ade org lain wish dulu...(kire seri la)

but anyway, thankz for calling 4 times that day...

cume sorry, sebab hari tu mmg busy sgt...

coz work come first...haha, and u should be else number...kidding~~=P

well, my card be appreciated already...

"haha nice...

as expected from my dear friend..hehe

tq so much..."-my best friend

even though kate nice, but actually theres some complaining jugak....

best friend:" sampai hati gariskan bestest tu..." reflash entry: sleep

aq: "da kate bukan bestest...so, i kne edit la"

best friend: "betul la tu..cume patut kne letak "the" sebelum best tu"

aq: "ooo...konon the best la tu"-i got what my best freind want to say...

anyway...die mmg best...haha

ape y best tentng my best friend:

1. we dont know each other pun, even already be friend for 5 years...tau basic jer...

2. xpernah berbual bile jumpe dan banyak bercerita bile x berjumpe...

3. pendengar masalah setia sejak 5 tahun lepas... tp never come out with solution...

4. xpernah tinggi suara, and klu marah lebih kepada diam...

5. xpernah serius tp klu serius, jd agak seram...

6. use to call me putri.."putri bz ke??"ops~~=)

7. suke sakitkan hati...best ke nie??ntah la...

8. last but not least...die terlalu ramai aweks~~"awek mane satu nie??byk sgt aa"-what ever!!

cukup la...byk jer lg...tp "biarlah rahsia"...

ape2 pun, die antra y paling memahami...sejak dulu, smpai skang...

banyak yang aq pelajari dari die...

tentang hidup, kasih sayang, ilmu, bahasa, nasihat etc...(al maklum la..dulu top 5 dlm kelas)

sebab tu kadang2 panggil die sensei@cikgu...

tadi dapat tau, yang die nak sambung belajar...

and itu pun kat UPM...

"tp team, 50-50 jer"..."hantr je borang, dpt ke x,xtau lagi"

xkesah la...i pray for the best...walau ape pun keputusan nye..

klu jadi,yang pasti...die akan jadi my junior...(boleh buli nie)

haha...can't wait...

walaupun aq jadi org yang lmbat diberitahu...

mungkin xnk aq kecewe mcm mase 1st sem which die sepatutnya dftar, tp xdatang...

ape2 la...

last word before i end: to my best friend>>>

i want the best ending for us...no more fight, no more misunderstood...

letz be friend as long as we can go for it...

please have the best life and good there...

p/s: assignment banyak xsiap lagi ni...xpe2...slow2...tp mesti siap ye...haha...

gambate team~~!!!

belong

As we born...

Come to this world, we had nothing but ourselves

Then, our mom and dad give us everything that we need...

Food, home, love etc...

Then, we go to school...

Found new friends...

Happy together...

Until now, we do the same...

We found best friend, friends...

Sometimes we fight, sometimes we laugh...

Sometimes we sharing, sometimes we hiding...

But I do believe..

That sometimes, will give us times...

To know the better us...

Until there is a time,

We misunderstand; we not talk to each other,

Like we never know each other

Like stranger... like enemy

Then we feel, we now losing our best friend, friend...

But as we think back...

We come to this world alone,

We had nothing from the beginning...

Then how come we losing something that not even belong to us...

It just, we back to beginning...

I believe, if we don’t try to have something,

Then we will never loss something...

Cause it never exist at first...

p/s: I don’t want to have anything in my life...cause I’m afraid to loss everything... i think i need to ask for forgiveness from someone..but..........

smile

simple word can actually makes u smile...

but it depends...

some people love to heard music of violin if they stress...

some of them love music from piano more...

but me..."music" that i like is a word from someone that care...

those "music" can makes u smile until the end of the day...

but the issue is...

can we have those "music" everyday to make we smile??

exactly answer yes...word from Allah is the best music...

somehow, for bonus...

u can have a "music" from ur own frenz...

simple word..."appreciate"...

look what i get from one of my frenz:

first:

"thankz 4 de music u send...very nice music, i'll appreciate it.."

second:

"p/s smoga berjaya!!! n snyum2 slalu"

third:

"Nti aq blanja ko ais krim yek..Tq"

dan banyak lagi...

its absolutely simple...but can makes someone smile...

thankz to those who send me all the message....

so, what u waiting for...send your message to your frenz too...

believe me...it worth it...

who know if she/he can smile after this...

no more stress in life with frenz...

thatz what frenz use for, rite??...

p/s: even thought we far, yet we r too close...doakan semuanya akan kembali normal....

time will cure most of the hurt...