peace =P

Sunday, November 27, 2011

saywhat!!!

alritez...
feeling ok and fine and cool and normal today~~

my dad discharge from ppum today...
but yeah, there 3 times check up more on december...
but ok la...

mom looks old...
she kind of worried about hospitalization fee and so on...
yeah...if we r be ruled by khalifah,
there will be no worries for the un-rich people, rite??
so, dgr kate pilihan raya nk dekat...
SAY WHAT~!!!
hehe, choose the better...
close ur eyes n feel the right~~

PC fair at seremban...
going already??
crowded...sooooooo crowded!!!
but i got my stuff...
anti-virus...yeah~~~
finally, KASPERSKY 2012 in the house!!!
tgh update xsiap lg nie...
so, smbil buat FYP and Home Test...why not update my own blog...
cewah~~


SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 1433!!!
bukan laptop je kne ade anti-virus ye...
diri sendiri pun kne tau...
update la anti-virus sempena tahun baru nie dgn azam y kukuh dlm diri...
dan mcm anti-virus y lain jgk...
sentiasa kne update virus terbaru,
so that kite xkne hack or corrupted selama 365 hari mulai hari nie!!
kan??kan??
life is all about choices...
you choose the right, u get the right!!!
terbaek~~~

alritez chow yo!!!
yosh!!!

p/s: nk wat appointment dgn jabatan pertanian....agak2 bley selamat x FYP i nie...hehe

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

but~~

"but"
a simple word yet important...
because it can connect two sentence become one...
and...

1. can give the fire heart become cool~~
how??

by saying in word...

" i have no money, no home, not working yet, not that rich BUT i love u and want to marry u now"

and
2. can give the great feeling become down, such as~~

"i love u and want to marry u now BUT i have no money, no home, not working yet"

can u spot the different??
just a thought for me today!!!

BUT....

love for Allah doesn't ask u to sacrifices anything(money,home,time,life) but only your pure n sincere heart...
and because of that pure and sincere heart u actually want to give everything to Allah swt...
got my point??

i do wrong things...and i don't know how to turn back time...
and i want to continue with the right thing, but i don't have the power to do so...
i will stuck in this place forever with the guilty feeling to Allah...
and i can't take it anymore...

crying everyday...
thatz all i can do...and trying hard to improve back my energy and feeling...
BUT~~~~

why i become so negative??


p/s: ayah masuk hospital lagi....and i really need someone to cry on...who can give her shoulder to me??


Wednesday, November 9, 2011

fuh~~

fuh~~sambil meletakan tapak tgn kanan ke dahi dan dr dahi perlahan2 bawak ke kanan dahi dan alihkan tgn...

banyak peluh???
1. klu banyak, maknenye anda da berusaha keras hari nie...tahniah!!!
2. klu xde peluh...meaning that anda masih ber relax2 wlupun ironinya kerja belambak...say what??(amik quote aiman azlan)hehe

banyak bende happen dlm hidup aq...
baik y aq tau, die tau, DIA tau mahupun ada y aq sendiri tak tau...
ape2 pun...aq buat kesilapan n keep repeat it...
why?? i even dont have the answer...
yup!! ade satu hadith berbunyi "org y beriman tidak akan jatuh 2 kali ke dalam luang yang sama"...
dan mase teringat hadith nie, aq rs jauhnye term beriman dlm hidup aq...

mmg aq masih punya Allah swt yang menyayangi dan Rasulullah saw y merindui...
namun klu aq keep repeat the same mistake over n over again...
aq mungkin akan kehilangan Allah n Rasul dlm hidup aq...
semoga kite dipermudahkan urusan dunia mahupun akhirat...insya-Allah...

kite sering buat kesalahan...namun hati dambakan syurga...
kite sering melanggar larangan Allah namun hati mahukan cintaNYA...
2-3 minggu aq fikir...layak kah aq??

ade satu bende y kite perlu kawal sgt2 dlm diri...
tau x??
itu la NAFS...nafs y baik bawak kite ke syurga dan sebaliknya....
satu bende y aq harus perbetulkan...
sebelum semuanya terlambat....

mungkin sudah tiba masanya aq bukan lagi ber status "single"...
semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya...ameen~~~

semoga hari2 pengorbanan y baru je lepas memberi 1001 kebaikan pada mereka y mencari hidayah Allah...dan untuk aq...
aq perlukan hari y baru untuk berubah...



takbir di rumah sempena raya haji....credit to my brother dzul...

p/s: aq rase berdosa y amat sgt...semoga aq tidak menjadi punca hidayah tidak smpai ke adik2...aq takut~~~ :'(

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