peace =P

Monday, May 31, 2010

presstv

gaza

lifiline for gaza....

the latest info:


*berita terkini drpd ntv7 petang tadi

19 orang syahid, allahuakbar!
2 org wakil media (astro awani) dikatakan berada di mavi
manakala yg lain berada dalam rachel

doakan utk mereka

israel laknatullah!
*geram tengok klip mereka hunus senjata pada ahli kapal yg xde apape!

doakan mereka (mujahid lifiline for gaza)...
mereka gembira mengejar shahid, kita entahkan bile...
p/s: layak ker aq mngejar syahid??

Sunday, May 30, 2010

ghurbah


"menuju ke laut dalam yang penuh misteri membuat aku tekad melawan arus...namun kadang2 kebimbangan membuatkan aku berhati-hati agar aku tidak lemas di perjalanan...perancangan harus betul, matlamat harus tercapai...."-sesungguhnya kebatilan yang tersusun dapat mengalahkan kebenaran yang tidak tersusun..-ali r.a


ghurbah...(beautiful word i get from my daurah this time)

did u know whats mean of ghurbah??
its mean different, strange or something new...

hadith Rasulullah s.a.w
" islam came as something strange and it will return as something strange. paradise for strangers"
-riwayat muslim...

when rasulullah say something like "paradise for strangers!!", dont u want to be a part of strangers??well, i do...
but still, u not doing something strange to become stranger such as, put a red ball on nose, or say something like "bablababalaba" stuff...

what u need is to say something that rasulullah s.a.w (pbuh) teach us..the quran say of course...and yes, maybe some of people say, rasulullah doesnt say any weird things..but let see like this...when rasullah s.a.w say to "hijab" for muslimah..how muslimah react with that in malaysia??yes, u know the answer..hehe

well, some person will say.."its up to me laaa..", "xsmpai seru", and etc...
all that because they think islam is not a part of life a.k.a strange...maybe u can think another example such as, why no hudud, why couple is haram, why jom heboh is still happen in malaysia..something like that..something that Al-quran doesnt say to do it...

when people think u strange because of doin islam as the quran and sunnah say..then "paradise for strangers" get it??


p/s: israel n org2 kafir selalu cakap..."niat menghalalkan care"..sebab tu bley bunuh n kudakan semua orang termasuk kanank2 untuk dapatkan tanah yang dieorg pikir diorng punyer...tapi islam kate "niat x menghalalkan care"...sebab klu pun niat tu baik, tp care kne ikut al-quran n sunnah...al-quran n sunnah xbley ikut care kite tp kite kne ikut care al-quran n sunnah...

Friday, May 28, 2010

ladies

well, i thought this song is quite nice and can be some adviser to all ladies outhere...
may be its not nasyid but still, u can judge yourself which one is good..hehe

Hey Ladies
by Rossa

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua lelaki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

konvo

my sis have her convo uitm ke-72...

congrates sis..well, hopes this is not the end...it just a beginning..hehe

soo, much tired..5 hour for 1 session...i cant imagine to sit 5 hour straight...
UPM normally takes only 3 hour but still, i dont like to sit that long..haha

start que=12:00pm
finish session=5:00pm

solat zohor??
i dont know, i dont want to judge anybody...


p/s: thankz Allah get me into UPM..haha

Thursday, May 27, 2010

calm

i dont know what people think about being calm...
but i guess calm is some feeling that u feel after being miserable...

but the real mean is =
1. tranquil, quite, windless
2. serene; not agitated

peace a.k.a calm of life...
i almost lost it...

while others looking for the spirit, i seems like to let the spirit go away..
why??i dont know why..dont ask me..it just happen...
do u ever have a phone or henset??
well, our life is like those gadget...
may be we dont realise that, but thats the truth...
iman must be charger every week just like a phone need a battery...
amal must be top up every day(if possible) just like a phone need credit to call...
without both, the phone just be a valueless..no value...
what point to have a phone that has no battery and credit..(throw it away..keh keh)

maybe because i dont top up or charger my iman in this couple of week...
u know, when a person use to be charger every week ("lepak" kite) then suddenly not being charger and absolutely the iman not even top up, then the person will loss all his battery..
meaning that i am useless...
i cant say my uni holiday is a reason i dont "lepak"...i can if i try harder...
thankz ALLAH coz our sister still contect2 my number or else, i will loss with the wind...
then i be calm again...fuhh, dont loss the spirit, dont loss it...

p/s: Alhamdulillah this week we will have the big "lepak" a.k.a daurah and sooo mush excited..hehe...
miss all my sisters...oh ALLAH, i dont finish the book yet..."i am a death duck"...haha

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

jeles a.k.a jelous


well, in englis it spelling "j.e.a.l.o.u.s" while malaysian always wrote jeles...
well i am malaysian which writing in english...should i use both syle of writing (malish)..hehe

meaning of jealous...
jealous= 1. resentful of rivalry in love, 2. envious, 3. fiercely protective...

which one is me??
1, 2, or 3 orrr...all of it??
i guess i kept the answer for myownself...

if i need to answer, i wanna be the third meaning..."fiercely protective"
protect someone that we love from bad things...
but, that i have that strength??i absolutely weak...
i cant even protect myown self...how can i protect someone i love...

my best friend once said..
"if we love that person, we need to let her go with her own way of life and opinion even we not being a part of her decision"

i guess its hard for me to do that but i guess i just need to...
whatever that person decide, i must give support because i wanna be protective...
doesnt matter its hurt me a lot, i still need to support...

p/s: i know i am jealous bout something, i dont know..i know this relation never be the same after all troble we going through in our frienship...but still i need to smile..=)

old

before,
i always get rite whenever i choosing something...
doesnt matter..either people or things...i just rite..no regret....

but this couple of year, i my ability just seems dissapear...
i always choose wrongly...
may be i just so so so far away from ALLAH...

the old me??i love Allah very2 much...nobody can separate us...
the new me??it seems like i forget my place on earth...
yes, i trying to be better after i realise this but still not as my old life...

i trying to love Allah more than anything in this world but...i dont know...
there is always something come across my eyes + heart and suddently i forget ALLAH...

i know the devil is laughing with so much fun..
but, what happen to me??
after one mistake to another mistake and then another...

just dont know what happen...i just hates this situation...

p/s: i wanna do now is ~~~too far, yet too close with ALLAH~~~

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

found

just read my book of the week..
"genereasi pemuda dan perubahan" by Fathi Yakan...

i found this in his book and its really slap my face...

"bahawa setiap amalan itu ada puncak kesungguhannya,dan setiap puncak kesungguhan itu ada surutnya. maka sesiapa y surutnya adalah pada sunnahku, maka dia telah mendapat petunjuk,dan sesiapa y surut kepada yang lain, bererti telah binasalah dia."-hadith Rasulullah...

did i really in his (pbuh) sunnah...i afraid i am not...
but i really dont want to someone which just be vanish just like that in this world and hereafter...

hope all of us, ikhwah and akhwat will always fi zilal lil quran (dibawah naungan al-quran)

p/s: a bit hapie today...i thought i found the person...=P

Sunday, May 23, 2010

priority

when we didnt put our priority at the exactly place...
we will feels something wrong,
something bad whispers,
something seems n0t right,
something missing,
and the most bad situation,
there will be one hates us...

Ya Allah..i pray for u for my best life..
i know i forget u most of time,
i know i not loving u purely,
i know i forget my place in this world...

but please,
dont fate me with an-narr...
i dont want to see maleek...

p/s: need to finish book "generasi pemuda and perubahan" by Fathi yakan....

mean

mean..

there is two meaning of mean..
1. mean=intent to convey or refer to
2. mean=not generous

what this suppose to mean??
" i won't give up on her"..

i guess i just got the wrong meaning of this sentence...

anyway, i found one song for myself today...

Atas nama cinta
by UNIC

Tika mata
Diuji manisnya senyuman
Terpamit rasa menyubur harapan

Dan seketika
Terlontar ke dunia khayalan
Hingga terlupa singkat perjalanan
Tersedar aku dari terlena
Dibuai lembut belaian cinta

Rela aku pendamkan
Impian yang tersimpan
Enggan ku keasyikan
Gusar keindahannya
Merampas rasa cinta
Pada Dia yang lebih sempuna

Bukan mudah
Bernafas dalam jiwa hamba
Dan ku cuba
Menghindarkan pesona maya
Kerna tak upaya ku hadapinya
Andai murka-Nya menghukum leka

Diatas nama cinta
Pada yang selayaknya
Kunafikan yang fana
Moga dalam hitungan
Setiap pengorbanan
Agar disuluh cahaya redha-Nya


Biar sendiri hingga hujung nyawa
Asal tak sepi dari kasih-Nya
Kerna sesungguhnya hakikat cinta
Hanya Dia yang Esa

Saratkan hati ini dengan cinta hakiki
Sehingga ku rasai
Nikmat-Nya
Syurga-Nya
Cinta-Nya

p/s: if u mess up, regret it..but that doesnt mean the situation become better...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

hurt

sahabat...

it is just hard to find the real sahabat...
i've found but i never appreciate them..
i've just being a bad frenz to them...
why i always hurting someone i love and care...
i dont mean to but i guess thats the way i treat people i love..
but i forgeting i wont be rite for the other way round...

for my dearest frenz ever...

Maafkan Teman
by Far East

Hembusan bayu yang bertiup
Bersama deruan ombak
yang memukul pantai
Hatiku sayu bila mengenangkan
Perpisahan yang tak diundang

Bertahun kita melangkah bersama
Sela cita-cita buat bekalan ke sana
Harapan ayah bonda janji pada agama
Kitakan terus mara biarpun
badai yang datang melanda

Kita hanya mampu berusaha
Hanya Allah menentukannya
segalanya adalah milik-Nya
Dalam berusaha kita diuji
Kekadang tohmah kita dicaci
Diturutkan rasa hati ingin
dilepaskan beban ini

Mujur ada teman membantu
Sokonganmu buat inspirasi
Berpeganglah pada janji
kita yang dibina

Semoga kitakan dirahmati
Oh teman....

Thursday, May 20, 2010

life

assalamualaikum...

i've thought life is fun,easy-going and lots of lots of love...but sometimes we cant get whatever we wanted for in life...sometimes we get things that we hate and sometimes we gets thing we want...
all that thing was the best for us actually..who know himself more than Allah does..=)

after some times going and pass through in mylife, i trying to smile for myself...
when its so much hurt and painfull and when it so much fun...
now, i feel much better and may be much matured...life teach me how the world going...

need to be tough..need to be strong for others...
someone outhere depends on me...so i need to be tough and strong...
but will i??

p/s: lets be murobbi...=)

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

the duck and the devil

gives credit to:nurzaiti for sharing this...

There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm.

He was given a slingshot to play with, out in the woods.

He Practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target.

Getting A little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was Walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck.

Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck Square in the head, and killed it. He was shocked and grieved.

In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see His sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing.

After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the Dishes." But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes.

Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go Fishing and Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make Supper."

Sally just smiled and said," Well that's all right because Johnny told Me he wanted to help." She whispered again, "Remember the duck?" So Sally Went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.

After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's, He finally couldn't stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.

Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug, and said, "Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long You would let Sally make a slave of you."

Thought for the day and every day thereafter?

Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... And the devil Keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad Habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.) ....whatever it is....You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing..... He has seen your whole life.

He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.

He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave Of you.

The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness, He Not only forgives you, but He forgets . It is by God's grace and Mercy that we are saved.



Tuesday, May 18, 2010

jika terakhir buatku

by: saujana

Oh Tuhan hambaMu ini kekeliruan
Sukar mencari jalan yang benar
Kerna dipaut hasut dunia
Mencintai yang lain lebih dariMu

Oh Tuhan hidayahMu pernah hadir
Hingga kering air mataku menitis
Namun terkadang aku berpaling
Kerna mengejar nikmat dunia sementara

Hari ini ku bimbangi
Jika terakhir hidup
Adakah lagi subuh esok
Untukku bernafas
Dan sujud mengabdi
PadaMu oh Tuhan

Berikan daku kesempatan
Menebus kesalahan
Lantaran dosa dan noda
Dan sengaja melupakanMu
Hadirkan damai sebelum di hujung nafasku
Hanya padaMu Tuhan

Oh Tuhan berikan daku petunjukMu
Untukku meniti ke jalan redhaMu
Izinkan daku mengulangi janji-janji yang baru
Taubat nasuha setulus untukMu
Oh tuhan...

Hanya kasihMu Tuhan
AmpunanMu ku damba

p/s: semoga hidayah-Mu tidak aq sia-siakan...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9iPW811Mw&feature=related

lets start new story

assalamualaikum...

i dont now what happen to me in this couple of month..
everthing seems so much confusion and wrong...
i can't love Allah with all my heart because thinking of else things...
i so much admit that if we love else things, we cant fall in love with Allah...
i need to clean up my heart no matter what happen or i will be this frustrated person...

i need to make changes of mylife...

p/s: hidup mulia atau mati syahid...

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