calm

i dont know what people think about being calm...
but i guess calm is some feeling that u feel after being miserable...

but the real mean is =
1. tranquil, quite, windless
2. serene; not agitated

peace a.k.a calm of life...
i almost lost it...

while others looking for the spirit, i seems like to let the spirit go away..
why??i dont know why..dont ask me..it just happen...
do u ever have a phone or henset??
well, our life is like those gadget...
may be we dont realise that, but thats the truth...
iman must be charger every week just like a phone need a battery...
amal must be top up every day(if possible) just like a phone need credit to call...
without both, the phone just be a valueless..no value...
what point to have a phone that has no battery and credit..(throw it away..keh keh)

maybe because i dont top up or charger my iman in this couple of week...
u know, when a person use to be charger every week ("lepak" kite) then suddenly not being charger and absolutely the iman not even top up, then the person will loss all his battery..
meaning that i am useless...
i cant say my uni holiday is a reason i dont "lepak"...i can if i try harder...
thankz ALLAH coz our sister still contect2 my number or else, i will loss with the wind...
then i be calm again...fuhh, dont loss the spirit, dont loss it...

p/s: Alhamdulillah this week we will have the big "lepak" a.k.a daurah and sooo mush excited..hehe...
miss all my sisters...oh ALLAH, i dont finish the book yet..."i am a death duck"...haha