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Tuesday, November 22, 2011

but~~

"but"
a simple word yet important...
because it can connect two sentence become one...
and...

1. can give the fire heart become cool~~
how??

by saying in word...

" i have no money, no home, not working yet, not that rich BUT i love u and want to marry u now"

and
2. can give the great feeling become down, such as~~

"i love u and want to marry u now BUT i have no money, no home, not working yet"

can u spot the different??
just a thought for me today!!!

BUT....

love for Allah doesn't ask u to sacrifices anything(money,home,time,life) but only your pure n sincere heart...
and because of that pure and sincere heart u actually want to give everything to Allah swt...
got my point??

i do wrong things...and i don't know how to turn back time...
and i want to continue with the right thing, but i don't have the power to do so...
i will stuck in this place forever with the guilty feeling to Allah...
and i can't take it anymore...

crying everyday...
thatz all i can do...and trying hard to improve back my energy and feeling...
BUT~~~~

why i become so negative??


p/s: ayah masuk hospital lagi....and i really need someone to cry on...who can give her shoulder to me??


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