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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

undur


undur (in malay) or reverse (in english) means:
"turn the other way round or up or inside out. 2 change to the opposite character or effect. 3 (cause to) travel backwards. 4 make (an engine etc.) work in a contrary direction. 5 revoke or annul (a decree, act, etc."-oxford dictionary...

i'm not really wanna talk about reverse anyway...
i was just thinking, if i cant turn back time...
what actually i wanna be today??
that i am better or much worse??
ever have a thought about it??

someone said, that i reveal too much my personal story in my writing...
well, he's right...
i should do something thats benefits others using this social media...
but, i'm not good in advising people...apatah lagi untuk meng'inspired' orang lain...
so, i just thought maybe my story would be some moral value to others...
about what am i doing, what am i feels about what am i doing...
i just hope so...but if it wasn't, so i couldn't do anything bout it...

today, i go through my 2nd killer subject...
yeah...but always keep a thought in my mind..
"bukan lecture yang bagi markah...tp Allah yang bagi markah.."
and i believe, evertyhing is already being fate...
like hadith 19 in hadith arbain...
"pena telah terangkat dan dakwat telah kering"...
in life..."reward (pahala) goes to somebody that keep the hardwork...."
i need to keep that in mind...

actually, many things keep running around and around in my mind....
1stly,my practical not yet decided...may be not going to settle my degree in 3 years...
i actually sad...and sometimes, i can't even focus...
the things that i plan not going as i plan...anyways, Allah is the best planner...
yeah...i know and i should believe it...but still i want to cry...(need someone to talk to)...
2ndly, i make a lot of mistake in my bizness plan...(well, its going to ruin my others members mark)
feel guilty about it...sgt~~~

am i stress about it??
no...i'm not...
someone use to wrote something to me:
"dont stress up ur self again..coz i dont want to see ur face full of stress again"

so, i hope i dont show any of my stress stuff towards others...
let see the positive side of this life...be optimistic person...
or maybe...if i stress, i can go to "TAMAN RIMBA KITA" and screammmm there~~~
so that, i will smile back later...insya-Allah...

as conclusion (cewahhh~~)
i don't think i'll be better person if i can turn back time...
coz, the best thing that happen in life is the things that already be fated for us by Allah swt...
right??

to someone: don't stress up urself too...smile can heal the hurt...not only for u, but also for someone else...

p/s: 2 more paper to go...pray for everything goes smoothly...hehe..dean in hand??pray for that also...haha

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