givin'up

give up is a term that people use to show how they down....
its like...

after so many things u try to do to achieve the aims, and after few times u fell...then u will feel this givin'up...

i feel it few times...yeah~~because of this internship...

suddenly, i get the place...

got tesco...maybe in human resource department...

well, may be i'm not good in HR coz not really my field..but, ok la...

but so many things play around in my head...

rumah sewe, transport, duit lagi...adoi...

give up rasenye...

and nk nangis pun ade....

someone y aq hope, kitorg dpt support each other pun mcm~~~hurm...

ape2 la...malas nk pikir...

anyway, i'll try to chill up my own self...

xnk pikir pasal org lain...terserah~~

call my best friend...

well, he the only person i can remember if i had a bad time...

smpai die cakap "oo...bad time je la br nk call aq..."

tp, nk wat mcm mane...haha~~sorry...but u support me a lot la...

tau x cost untuk call org klu gune hotlink youth??

murah la jugak...

12 sen=1 minit (call), no lain 18 sen seminit

1 sen=1 sms (sms), no lain 3 sen 1sms

normally i call someone in one hour...wow~~

3,687 saat= RM 7.38

ok..tu klu sehari...klu 10 hari...

xke RM78.30??

haha...ape tujuan aq bgtau nie??

saje je...

sebab nk g praktikal kat tesco nie, terpakse la budget duit...

mungkin xbley nk call lame2 lagi...haha

mcm nie...

klu aq naik KTM smpai kepong...kos...RM 13.60 (pergi balik)

smpai kepong, ade shuttle bas..............free

dr umah seremban2...............................free (abg ipar hntar)

so, total= RM 13.60 je without makan....

tp klu aq sewe umah...ntah la...

duit sewe, bil letrik air, transport, makan....

agak2 area kepong, brape kos hidup??

ntah la...fenin lalat la....fenin lalat la...haha

ok, fine...

ape2 pun...semua Allah da rancang...baikkk punye...

redha penghilang kesedihan~~kan?kan??

ok la...nk smbung pikir...

jam aq da pukul 1.03 pagi...

full stop!!!!

p/s: i promise not to cry....if i'm not promise that...i would cry right now....