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Something happen at the earlier today...
Don’t know what else to say... the same thing that happen 4 years ago, happen again today...
And I hope the same consequence will not happen...

May be this time a bit different...but I have feeling that situation will be much better tomorrow...
At least the things that I really want will happen, insya-Allah..
i don’t plan this, but Allah does...

pray I can go on...
I’ve prepared to be on this moment...
The moment I loss everything...
The time that things that I can’t let go, need to let go...

Tired...sleepy...depress...feeling guilty....
Doesn’t matter anymore....
At least I get promises...and it need to be done...

I want to wait the time pass by with calm...
So that my tears will be worth and can’t easily to get out...

I need to makes myself alright again...
So that, the last word “ok” will give its real mean...

Please sleep and forget about everything...
Just forget it...please forget it....


p/s: denting yang berbunyi dari dinding kamarku
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tak terasa malam ini semakin larut...ku masih terjaga....(just the same situation i had now)