guilty

guilty mean:

"1 culpable of or responsible for a wrong. 2 conscious of or affected by guilt. 3 causing a feeling of guilt (a guilty secret)"-oxford dictionary

sometimes, when we make a wrong decision, or some mistake...we dont actually realize the effect from that decision...after couple of time, then we know and realize...

yes..we can feel the uncomfortable about decision that we make...but to choose between two things~both will cause the same feeling~the, what should we do??

forget about "we"..its actually me...

i guess i just make the big mistake in mylife today...first time in my life...or i mean second time...

rase nak nangis??yup...but my best frenz use to say "u r stronger than u think"...

then, i know he is right...plus,

i know i need to pay fee for my mistake...xcukup ke dgn ape y berlaku sekarang...

thankz to Allah for make me to pay this in the world...it is better then hereafter...

need to change??that is the exactly i need to do...(tired of promise myself about this tp i'm still the same person as yesterday...what a pity of myself)...

pray for Allah not to take away this path from me...i know i make mistake and keep on doing it, but please dont take this from me...i really want to see him in hereafter...the one YOU love, and the one that i love too...

p/s: suddenly i feel like i need some word from my best frenz...tp die xkan paham jugak pun...

ape yang die tahu...ketawa...ish..mcm xde masalah jer die tu.... ape2 pun...thankz to someone for realizing this one...