legend

long time no see to my blog...

to many works to do...

an assignment,presentation,study, exam and all student stuff...

can't imagine what would be happen when already works...

i thought i just wanna say a few things that i feel about best frenz...

people use to say that, best frenz can hear what ur heart saying,

can share the hurt and smile again together even the problem not even solve...

i dont know, but it is kind of fake for me now...

i try this theory that people say about best frenz...

and my best frenz wasn't like that....

and it is actually become double hurt...

1st-u already hurt by things happen, and

2nd-ur best frenz just ignore u when u need him

and maybe triple hurt when u already tells what actually u feel, and still be ignore...

cemburu melihat sahabat2 Rasulullah saw...memahami each other, even they were saying no words...menangis bersama2, gembira bersama2, berjuang bersama2, shahid bersama2...

cemburu mendengar Rasulullah saw bergurau bersama mereka....they just knowing each other well walupun perkenalan itu sebentar....

and now, the best frenz term that i use to believe exist...

would become a legend in mylife...

maybe i expected to much from my best frenz,

may be sharing a shoulder is too much for my best frenz...

may be pretend to caring is kind of hipokrit for my best frenz....

best frenz...i just dont know what it is actually mean...

p/s: it is hard to find someone from everyone...but everyone is someone if u makes they someone...