decided!!

well...well...

tonite...packaging stuff and get off...haha

by tomorrow morning i need to admit one things...

I NEED TO START STUDY....AGAIN...

fuh..thankz Allah coz just one year left...

Alhamdulillah...

well, decide go to Manchester next year...so

guess need to pay some ptptn or else...BLACKLISTED!!!

sgt melampau...aq study lagi kot...siap tak bg tangguh...

uwaaa...ngadu kat mak...haha

however happen today...i guess i feel release..

why??

well, i decided something this morning...

something about my future...what is that??

wait until the day comes...hihi...secret for a moment...

sometimes, we think we can live better without anybody...

but in some moment...we actually can't....

people use to said...

"u only realize that u love something when the things is already gone..."

well, i don't want to be that kind of person...so, i decided to wait...

coz actually i'm already feel scared since last 7 dayz...

thought i already lost something in my life...something important and something that i love..

but actually, i don't...yet...hehe

so, i better take care of it while i still have it...didn't i??yeahhh...

one a.m in the morning...not finish packing my stuff...no one helps...

everybody sleeping and happy...

me...keep smiling~~

hoping and praying next 2 sem will be the best moment in life..insya-Allah...

alritezz yoo...CHOW!!

p/s: well, i guess i have new best frenz today and promise to love this one more..hehe..fair??yeah..i know...not fair... =)

Wordless Wednesday#3-fasting

3rd day fasting...for me...

1st day fasting...for my best frenz (at plantation)...=)

makanan buke pose???
sume masak sendiri u...jgn jeles meles ye...

alritez yoo...CHOW!!

today

TODAY i miss someone, hate someone, love someone, sad, happy, nervous,sick....
how about you??

haha...
getting start again using english or maenglish because i need to start some engine in my mind...haha
next week, back to school again!!!

after 4 month holiday...not really since i went to practical trainee...
but one week raya plus one week full real holiday makes me a bit.......

"arghhh...studyyyy!!!!"...haha..(student...u know...)

a bit nervous anyway...

not yet done my report...not even start it..haha
what a shame of me...get reallll plezzz...

next week nak hantar...oh my~~

somehow, my best frenz must be soo much nervous today...(somehow, i feel nervous for him)

his 1st day on plantation...hope everything will be just fine there...

ok frenz...nothing can stop u...

if u read this...chill out!!

i always support u from behind...so, chillex n smile!!

by the time we feel happy with our situation, other might feel different...

load of work, burden u so much...but less makes u down...

hope my lovely girl will fight the situation just fine...right shida??hehe

uhibbuki fillah ukhti...

let gather and talks someday...miss u!!ooohh

for myself...

2nd day fasting (pose 6)..makes myself busy,and sleep more...haha
need to forget all the things happen in this 4 month...kind impossible to success...

but, i need to...promise already...

yeahh...gambate!!!

alritez...nk p masak2 buke pose!!haha
chow yoo..

yosh!!

reason

tema: sebersih kuning 1.01...1st raye

hari nie...
RAYee ke-4...Jumaat...
serius aq ingat nk start pose 6 isnin depan...

reason??

sebab banyak jemputan la...haha

tinggal xde sape nk jemput aq p majlis kaween je...

no hal...i'm cool...

tema raye ke-2: kotak2 koboi...yeeeehhhaaaa

raye xsemeriah tahun lepas..

reason??

sebab my sis sume raye belah husband 1st day raye...uwaaa

tinggal la kitorg 4 bradik...ish3...

tema tahun lepas purple...tahun nie kuning...

tahun depan..jeng jeng jeng...green...

reason??

sebab mase beli baju kuning tahun nie...

"eii...lawa nye baju hijau nie...knape la tahun nie x hijau..."

and keep saying that until we find our yellow...haha

ape2 pun, i think raye tahun nie sedih skit (utk aq la)...

wawawa....reason??

aq je tau..haha

ok la...nak p raye key ell umah pak itam...
lame seh xmenziarah sedare belah ayah...

setiap tahun...confirm2 raye negeri sembilan...

tp kitorg still xreti cakap loghat n9...peh...lupe daratan beb...hehe

ape2 pun, agama lebih penting..cewah!!

alritez yooo...chow!!

YOSH

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

erm~~

malam 27 ramadhan...
last day aq trainee...

perasaan...xreti ar nak kate...speechless...

mcm xpercaye pun ade...

as my colleague ckp la...die mcm xpercaye je aq xde nti...

as least aq dpt ucap selamat tinggal kat manager kesayangan aq...

hehe...

as my manager nk suruh aq smbung keje kat sane one year later...

so, i guess...i need a deep thinking...sure i should...

somehow, this week mmg hijeck skit...

tidur mmg pukul 1 pagi n bangun 5 pagi...wah~~

agak mem bz kan diri...

ape2 pun sebelum terlambat..aq nk ucap

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR N BATIN ATAS SEGALA SALAH SILAP, BAIK KATA MAHUPUN PERBUATAN...BIAR KITE KENAL MAHUPUN X KENAL...ATAU BARU NK MENGENALI...SEMOGA HUBUNGAN AKAN KEKAL KUKUH SAMPAI KE JINJANG PELAMIN (utk y berkenaan la)...haha

alrite yoo....chow!!!

berbuka~~

alhamdulillah...

nak masuk 11th day fasting in this holy month..Ramadhan..

what its mean guy??

meaning that 10 day of rahmat already gone and now...

WE ARE IN 2ND PHASE...which is "keampunan"

so, ape tunggu lagi...

kejar yop kejau...hehe

anyway, today i had some "majlis buka pose HR Department"...

foods...

a lot a lot of food...can't imagine...

someone, somebody y belanje...so, blasah je...

nk tau total payment??

RM 1150.00...impressive huh??

my allowance for 2 month be spending within 2 hours....

Alhamdulillah~~bile lagi ye x...

somehow, teringat org2 kat gaza n palestine...

that thousand can spend mcm2 utk diorg kan??kan??

well, org blanje...so, syukur is important...ok??

syukur alhamdulillah...

tibe2 nak share kate2 one of my frenz today...for me especially...

"tim...thats is not something i need to say, its already implanted in my heart to always b there 4 u...cewaaahh"

serius terharu...waaahh!!!

happy....

ok chow~~

p/s: cepat nye ramadhan berlalu...sedih~~~ T.T

alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah....

semoga hari nie diberkati dan diredhai Allah swt....ameen

ape y best hari nie dlm hidup korang??

hidup aq??

well, best..best...

hari nie berjaya khatam kan al-quran...

so, insya-Allah nekad nak khatam kali ke-2 ramadhan kali nie...

ameen....

sebenarnye, ramadhan kali nie...rs sangat lain tahun nie...

hari pertama: batuk, selsema + demam...(tarbiyah pertama rmadhan)

hari kedua: mintak cuti dr line manager...mmg sakit kepale n xlarat...

line manager balas: "Ok, rest well n take care"....

my favorite word...TAKE CARE...

n word nie byk kenangan dlm life aq...

nak share sms2 puase dr org la...

1. "Slamat mnyambut bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak...Moga kt dpt mnjalankan kwajipan sbg seorg muslim dgn sesempurna yg bolehn ikhlas keranaNYA"

2. "Jzkk.. Salam Ramadhan.. Moga Ramadhan ini lebih berkah.. Miss u sis"

3. "Salam..slmt mnyambut ketibaan bulan Ramadhan jgk tim..moga kte same2 ptgktkn ibadah, dan insy moga konsisten walau selepas rmdhan.. insy.. :-)"

4. "Alhamdulillah... Tq kak tim. ko xbalik ke bpuase kat rumah shari dua?"

5. "Wslm..amiin..Khaifa haluki ya ukhti?hehe sumenye dh de kn?tgl kte nk rebut je..tgu pe lg?jom amik sme2..ni kne tamak ni..hehe...nway slmt bp0se tim.. ;)"

anyway, byk je lagi msg dpt...tp sebab demam still de skit2 lagi...

so, xlarat nk tulis panjang2..

ape2 pun, i think bulan pose nie mmg byk je pahala nk grab..grrr~~

agak2 mcm tamak x bunyi nye tu...haha

ayuh semua!!!jom kite berpesta ibadah...insya-Allah...

semoga dipertemukan dgn lailatul qadr...ameen....

p/s: batuk da sedikit berdarah...but pray for the best health in this ramadhan...insya-Allah...xde org nk care ke???waiting for someone msg..boleh ke??