insyaAllah

today rs mcm stress sgt...

pasal ape??

about my self yang xsettle2 lagi masalah lame...

xtau nk wat ape lagi...

well, selagi xsettle probz dlm diri nie, selagi tu la kite xkan meningkat...

lari??

ehm, bukan idea yang bagus....

Insyaallah

by Maher elzain - Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost

That your so alone

All you is see is night

And darkness all around

You feel so helpless

You can`t see which way to go

Don`t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake

You feel you can`t repent

And that its way too late

Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made

Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah

He`s never far away

Put your trust in Him

Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah

Guide my steps don`t let me go astray

You`re the only one that showed me the way,

Showed me the way 2x

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah we`ll find the way

p/s: dgr lagu maher zain nie buat sgt sedar diri...

LetGo

today, lagi sekali aq dapat tazkirah secara tidak sengaja dalam kereta...

(on the way balik seremban)-my first ifthar with family...

mungkin dia xbercakap tentang aq,

tp aq yakin...

siapa yang makan cili, die pasti minum air...

mungkin sudah tiba masenyer aq letgo sesuatu...

ape die??

my own self know it...

klu aq nk cinta Allah, aq kne buang cinta pada yang lain...

dunia mmg selalu menganggu rs cinta antara hamba and penciptanya...

i pray that everything will be just fine...

p/s: mmg pedih melupakan seseorang yang kite sayang...kerna itu, sayang lah Allah..kerna cinta itu yang paling hakiki.....

spirit

today i feel so guilty to my love...

everytimes i promise to love the only him,

and then, everytimes i broke that promise...

but still he love me...

everyday he wakes me up and makes me smile,

but did everyday i take care and do whatever he said??

i know i belong to him...

always and forever until the hereafter...

but why i always forget that...

oh my love..

oh my Allah...

i love u, Allah...

always and forever...

and i'll try to keep my promise...

please dont makes me love other thing better than u...

i pray and i hope...

i looking for the spirit when the first time i know u, ALLAH....

i miss those day...

p/s: rase mcm sgt berdosa sebab xsayang Allah selalu...tp......

commandent

betul eja commandent a.k.a komanden???

suke la mcm mane nak eja pun...xkesah kot...

1st time jadi kem komanden...nervousnyer...

well, after 2 day going to camping and ragging those adik2...

rs nyer badan mcm xsihat sgt...

suare pun da xde...uhukkk

keluar masuk selut and redah stream yang sgt...

plus mukhayyam di bulan puase plak...

mmg sgt2 best n mencabar....

teringat masa Rasulullah and sahabat perang badr...

mase puase la pun....perang hebat selama 2 jam...subhanallah...

da la tu lawan tentera kafir quraish 1000 org plak tu...

klu ikut logik 313 vs. 1000...

mcm xbley menang jer kan??

tp itulah hebatnyer islam....Allah bersama orang2 islam..hehe

jumlah dan keadaan bukan penghalang untuk berjuang kerna Allah...

my sahabah said: "puasa la yang buat org islam bertambah kuat..plus itulah soalan ke-4 sultan muhammad al-fateh kepada tenteranya masa nak pilih untuk pergi berperang"...

sape cakap puase kite xbley wat camping sebab x makan??

tu semua dusta sgt....bukti??sy da buat...

menjadi kem komanden mmg sgt2 mencabar...

nk tunjuk qudwah yang baik lagi la payah...

alhamdulillah, adik2 semua ok.....

semoga kami n adik terus tsabat dijalan Allah and akan menjadi tentera2 Allah..

sesungguhnya;

Allahu ghayatuna(Allah tujuan kami)

Ar rasul qudwatuna(Rasulullah teladan kami)

Al-quran dusturuna(Al-quran pedoman hidup kami)

Al-jihadus sabiluna(jihad jalan juang kami)

Shahid asma' amanina(shahid dijalan Allah, cita2 kami tertinggi)

p/s: minggu nie 2 test...semoga Allah permudahkan insya-Allah=)

daisy

when i got daisy from my very best friend,

mastura norlaili...

absolutely happie...

p/s: ukhuwwah fillah....=)

empty

ustaz pernah cakap...

kite xbley tuang air dlm gelas yang penuh...
sebab ape shj yang kite tuang akan tumpah keluar semula...

mcm tu jugak dengan jahiliyyah and islam...
dlm diri kite..
jika ia bukan islam, maka ia adalah jahiliyyah....

jika jahiliyyah penuh dlm diri, mcm mane islam nak masuk???

empty ur glass of jahiliyyah in this ramadhan, so that u can get more pahale....

p/s: merindui saat ketika aq berkenalan semula dengan Allah... i miss bintulu soo much....

hadiah

hadiah a.k.a gift...

i dont know what musleem might feel on the first day of ramadhan??
happy, excited, tired..hungry??maybe...hehe..(dont be huh)
but i feel bless...

anyway, after maghrib..1st ramadhan...
i get a call from my driving teacher saying that my jpj test will be tomorrow...
sgt la terkejut nyer...xprepare, xape..then ade test....

ape lagi...rempit ar dgn kawan p kejar train after isyak...
xsempat nk terawikh 1st kat kampus...T.T..

well, the first gift i get is....
sahur with family...i dont plan this but Allah does...

and then at 7am i went to jpj test...
nervous??yup..always feeling that when it come of term exam...hehe(student life)

ehm, but alhamdulillah i pass both license...car and also motocycle...
i dont expected this but, its all Allah planned...

i am so much happy...that i dont have to think about this jpj anymore...hehe

well, get a gift from Allah at 1st ramadhan is so much unexpected....
Allah adalah sebaik2 perancang....
anda macam mane???


p/s: hasbunallah..itu lah y selalu terlintas sekarang.... i love Allah sooo muchhh...

BARAKAH

Salam ramadahan, salam barakah...

Finally ramadhan come again...after 11^th month I've be waiting for this day...

Why??

Ape x nyer...bulan nie la nk tau kite nie real jahat atau kerna hasutan syaitan jer...

Meaning that klu kite xberubah di bulan ramadhan nie, makne nye kite mmg gitu la..xbley nk salahkan syaitan ke jin ke...

Ehm..

Aq xrancang lag ink buat ape di bulan pause tp da ade jadual n hari2 yang penuh..

Semoga ia penuh dgn amalan yang Allah redhai n rahmati...insya-Allah...

Ayuh same2 kite penuhkan borang amalan kite dgn tick2 yang berquality...

(",)....insya-Allah..aminn....(",)

p/s: hati berbunga2 tunggu pengumuman malam nie...=)

care

care means 1 worry, anxiety. 2 cause of this. 3 serious attention; caution. 4 a protection, looking after, charge...

ehm, sometimes if we care somebody too much, people might curious..
there must be "udang di sebalik mee"...

and if we dont care that somebody, people might say,
"kate kawan, tp kawan yang satu nie wat salah, xegur pun"...

after thinking that all this might happen, rs mcm xnk layan jer ape org nk ckp...
yang penting niat...

sebab klu terlalu pikir pasal ckap org, nescaye kite xkan mampu memuaskan hati mereka...
sebab...
MANUSIA XPERNAH PUAS...

tp xper..sebab tu hidup kat dunia nie menarik...

p/s: ke prog. isk adik2...mood:excited...

fair

well, in my dictionary:
fair mean just, equitable, satisfactory and etc la...

KLCC wat PC fair starting today...
well, i going there since i have no class after 10a.m....

p naik krete....and satu bende yang hampir terlupe...org kan solat jumaat...
rmai nyer lelaki kuar dr masjid....
my friend said :"mesti org kafir takut dgn kite kan??" after tgk rmai nyer lelaki solat jumaat...

mcm biase parking full...anf terpakse parking kat hotel y charge RM 13.50 utk 4 jam...mahal tuuu...
tp xper..seronok kuar dgn cosmate...hak yang jarang aq tunaikan...
well, mcm biase...
kami mmg x biase ngan key ell...
and sesat almost 3 hour....adushh...mlm ade meeting....

sesat n lapar...terpakse la brenti kat petronas makan mee segere...
besttt..bende yang xpernah dibuat telah dibuat hari nie..hehe

well, smpai upm da pukul 11.40 mlm....
meeting???alaamak..kne p gak...
as ajk publisiti, kne tunaikan hak buat banner sebab ahad nie ade program fakulti....

balik???
pukul 2 pagi smpai bilik....
org yang bz keje pun balik paling lewat 1 pagi....
knape aq student balik 2 pagi....errkk...no comment...

ape2 pun...perjalanan hari nie agak menggembirekan and mencabar....
susah nk digambar dgn kate2 n dibeli dgn wang ringgit...
alhamdulillah, hari esok akan menjelma...aq menanti hadiah dr tuhanku....hehe


p/s:setiap hari adalah hadiah dr Allah....then, keep on smiling..=)

one

when the wind changed its mind and blow to a different way...
and me myself couldnt find the way that already in front of me...
and i cant depend on anybody anymore...
i know that was the sign of love from THE ONE...
the issue is, do i open my eyes??
there is always a choosing a choices in life....



p/s:i dont know either my best friend understand me or just get annoyed by me??~~listening to hadith song...~~~

sahabat

belum pernah aq menulis tentang sahabat yang muncul dlm hidupku dlm blog nie...

bukan xnak share, tp aq masih keliru tentang erti sahabat....

bile bercerita tentang BFF(best frenz forever)...
aq xpasti betul ke i have one...or sebenarnyer aq confius...

perlu ke aq meneliti nilai makna sahabat aka best frenz itu??
or the important things also included every single espek including gender...
sure, i guess....

somebody need to explain about it...so that i would see more clear...

p/s: kesilapan yang pertama akan menyebabkan penyesalan berpanjangan.....

camp

camp a.k.a camping or berkhemah or in arab Mukhayyam...

finish already my camping 3days 2 night...

well, kali nie confirm mukhayyam yang paling terkesan dalam hati mahupun fiizikal...
tp yang pasti hati lebih terase...
MUKITA..(mukayyam kita)...

i know Allah love me a lot, then He makes me stay in this path until this moment...
but, i dont know how to makes my self to love the only HIM...
its really hurt me when i cant do that...

mungkin kerna aq terlalu cintakan dunia...
mungkin kerna ada jahiliyyah yang masih tak settle dalam diri...

this MUKITA really remind me about the first time kenal tarbiyyah...
the spirit, and the feeling of strong to love only Allah...
i want to be the first me...
the time that i born while my age 18th...
the time that i really know Allah for the first time...
the time that i know what islam is all about...

andai islam hanya sekadar agama, yang lain juga ade agamanya...
but islam is about everything...
u need to find it, so that u can feel the different...
its totally diffrerent...

walaupun baju terbakar, plus my hand also burn a bit, walking without shoe, eat only a piece of bread for half day, bleeding while explorerace and war game....
all thatz was the best things ever...
remind me, zaman sahabat lebih sukar dr itu....


p/s: tak sanggup melihat air mata naqibah jatuh lagi...its really gonna kill me...
my Allah, please give me the strength to be in this path until the last breath...