idiot

well, idiot means:

"1 stupid person. 2 mentally deficient person incapable of rational conduct.  idiotic adj. idiotically adv. [Greek idiotes, = private citizen, ignorant person] "

anyway, past few days...i feel like kind of idiot...

why??whatever i done seems like "kurennngg sokmo"...

my report = not done

my problem= not settle

my job= crap!!!

maybe i think to much about things that i not suppose to think...

some changes happen to me and my usrati...

feels a bit different and sad...ohhww my~~

i planned, and He planned...the best Planner win...

and i know it is the best for me, for them and for all....insyaAllah...

my frenz send me some picture from japan...

its beautiful in japan...isn't it??but my heart right now not that beautiful...uwaaa

don't know why, but i feel like not happy in past few days...

down...so not in the mood....

my best frenz ask me to chillex...

but the feeling inside not as simple as word....

maybe i should stop all the things before it is too late...

for sure, i choked my own word when someone said this to me

"the bad things that happen to us, might come from the bad things that we hide from others"

and i know...as Allah swt knows everything about me...

and i can't hide anything...

about things inside me~~

about things that i care so much before...and now...

that things seems so bad...

feels like i'm a bad person...

so that i decided to change....

need to rest in peace!!

choww~~

p/s: i know silent really kill me inside...hate it and want to forget about it...3 days in row sleep at 3.00 am...save me from this stupidity!!!!

japan

japan is a country..erm, yup...it is..

and hoping that i could go there and stay and work there and marr***...ehhh, acah kot...

tp one of my favret place la to explore...

yup, after Makkah of course...

now in japan is..... autumn...cayalah!!!

only few hour left...

and i have mixedfeeling!!!

someone going to japan today...flight on 23:00

for some agriculture conference...

wah~~isn't that great??

hopefully, he might get the best experience...

pesanan aq??

jgn lupe tnye..."makanan nie ade arak x??"

yela...walaupun sushi vege, org japan suke gune sake(alkohol) dlm nasi sushi tu...

haha...pesanan terbaek...

well, u are what u eat...2 yang aq besau skang...haha

aq suruh bawak mee cawan...tp beli 5 jer...

cukup ke untuk 14 hari...

and RM1000 convert to yen, cukup gak ke 14 hari??

risau jugak klu ade ape2 happen....

hope and pray everything going just fine...

ok la...before die fly, kne wat list pesanan...

alritez yooo...chow!!

p/s: besok ke program di KLIA....see ya all gurlzz~~

panic

yup...its panic...not picnic!!!

my intern report...NOT YET DONE...

and guess what??

presentation could be today...hope not~~plezzz prof...

not really panic but a bit la...

theres 2 things that i totally panic now...

1. batuk kering...

serious, this cough seems different from any others cough i ever had...

so much worried...but not yet go to "pusat kesihatan UPM"...no time..

what can i do...well,well, well....

syabas kepada SYABAS kerana selamatkan kami sekejap dgn air...waahhhh da lame xde memories mcm nie...kih kih kih

2. water gone....arghhh

much panic???serumpun collages out of water...

smpai amik wuduk pakai air mineral tu...

somebody say...someone stole our main pipe...

ape ke hal nye la makhluk tu...xtau ke betape buruk nye kesan pd org lain...

"klu die kesah, die xcurik"...yeah right!!..

3. new student arrived...

yeah...last but not least...new student arrived...

guess..a lot of work to be done...and i expected someone to be arrived soon...

pray for the best for all of you...

me?? still stress with my intern report and a lot of assignment that need to be done...

actually i taken may be 27 kredit this sem...is that alrite???

final year project lagi...argghhh!!! chillex team...haha

alrite...at least i'm not going to do some recruitment tomorrow...hehe

alritez yoo...chow!!

p/s: somebody going to japan this week...and me?? all alone~~

decided!!

well...well...

tonite...packaging stuff and get off...haha

by tomorrow morning i need to admit one things...

I NEED TO START STUDY....AGAIN...

fuh..thankz Allah coz just one year left...

Alhamdulillah...

well, decide go to Manchester next year...so

guess need to pay some ptptn or else...BLACKLISTED!!!

sgt melampau...aq study lagi kot...siap tak bg tangguh...

uwaaa...ngadu kat mak...haha

however happen today...i guess i feel release..

why??

well, i decided something this morning...

something about my future...what is that??

wait until the day comes...hihi...secret for a moment...

sometimes, we think we can live better without anybody...

but in some moment...we actually can't....

people use to said...

"u only realize that u love something when the things is already gone..."

well, i don't want to be that kind of person...so, i decided to wait...

coz actually i'm already feel scared since last 7 dayz...

thought i already lost something in my life...something important and something that i love..

but actually, i don't...yet...hehe

so, i better take care of it while i still have it...didn't i??yeahhh...

one a.m in the morning...not finish packing my stuff...no one helps...

everybody sleeping and happy...

me...keep smiling~~

hoping and praying next 2 sem will be the best moment in life..insya-Allah...

alritezz yoo...CHOW!!

p/s: well, i guess i have new best frenz today and promise to love this one more..hehe..fair??yeah..i know...not fair... =)

Wordless Wednesday#3-fasting

3rd day fasting...for me...

1st day fasting...for my best frenz (at plantation)...=)

makanan buke pose???
sume masak sendiri u...jgn jeles meles ye...

alritez yoo...CHOW!!

today

TODAY i miss someone, hate someone, love someone, sad, happy, nervous,sick....
how about you??

haha...
getting start again using english or maenglish because i need to start some engine in my mind...haha
next week, back to school again!!!

after 4 month holiday...not really since i went to practical trainee...
but one week raya plus one week full real holiday makes me a bit.......

"arghhh...studyyyy!!!!"...haha..(student...u know...)

a bit nervous anyway...

not yet done my report...not even start it..haha
what a shame of me...get reallll plezzz...

next week nak hantar...oh my~~

somehow, my best frenz must be soo much nervous today...(somehow, i feel nervous for him)

his 1st day on plantation...hope everything will be just fine there...

ok frenz...nothing can stop u...

if u read this...chill out!!

i always support u from behind...so, chillex n smile!!

by the time we feel happy with our situation, other might feel different...

load of work, burden u so much...but less makes u down...

hope my lovely girl will fight the situation just fine...right shida??hehe

uhibbuki fillah ukhti...

let gather and talks someday...miss u!!ooohh

for myself...

2nd day fasting (pose 6)..makes myself busy,and sleep more...haha
need to forget all the things happen in this 4 month...kind impossible to success...

but, i need to...promise already...

yeahh...gambate!!!

alritez...nk p masak2 buke pose!!haha
chow yoo..

yosh!!

reason

tema: sebersih kuning 1.01...1st raye

hari nie...
RAYee ke-4...Jumaat...
serius aq ingat nk start pose 6 isnin depan...

reason??

sebab banyak jemputan la...haha

tinggal xde sape nk jemput aq p majlis kaween je...

no hal...i'm cool...

tema raye ke-2: kotak2 koboi...yeeeehhhaaaa

raye xsemeriah tahun lepas..

reason??

sebab my sis sume raye belah husband 1st day raye...uwaaa

tinggal la kitorg 4 bradik...ish3...

tema tahun lepas purple...tahun nie kuning...

tahun depan..jeng jeng jeng...green...

reason??

sebab mase beli baju kuning tahun nie...

"eii...lawa nye baju hijau nie...knape la tahun nie x hijau..."

and keep saying that until we find our yellow...haha

ape2 pun, i think raye tahun nie sedih skit (utk aq la)...

wawawa....reason??

aq je tau..haha

ok la...nak p raye key ell umah pak itam...
lame seh xmenziarah sedare belah ayah...

setiap tahun...confirm2 raye negeri sembilan...

tp kitorg still xreti cakap loghat n9...peh...lupe daratan beb...hehe

ape2 pun, agama lebih penting..cewah!!

alritez yooo...chow!!

YOSH

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