saywhat!!!

alritez...

feeling ok and fine and cool and normal today~~

my dad discharge from ppum today...

but yeah, there 3 times check up more on december...

but ok la...

mom looks old...

she kind of worried about hospitalization fee and so on...

yeah...if we r be ruled by khalifah,

there will be no worries for the un-rich people, rite??

so, dgr kate pilihan raya nk dekat...

SAY WHAT~!!!

hehe, choose the better...

close ur eyes n feel the right~~

PC fair at seremban...

going already??

crowded...sooooooo crowded!!!

but i got my stuff...

anti-virus...yeah~~~

finally, KASPERSKY 2012 in the house!!!

tgh update xsiap lg nie...

so, smbil buat FYP and Home Test...why not update my own blog...

cewah~~

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 1433!!!

bukan laptop je kne ade anti-virus ye...

diri sendiri pun kne tau...

update la anti-virus sempena tahun baru nie dgn azam y kukuh dlm diri...

dan mcm anti-virus y lain jgk...

sentiasa kne update virus terbaru,

so that kite xkne hack or corrupted selama 365 hari mulai hari nie!!

kan??kan??

life is all about choices...

you choose the right, u get the right!!!

terbaek~~~

alritez chow yo!!!

yosh!!!

p/s: nk wat appointment dgn jabatan pertanian....agak2 bley selamat x FYP i nie...hehe

but~~

"but"

a simple word yet important...

because it can connect two sentence become one...

and...

1. can give the fire heart become cool~~

how??

by saying in word...

" i have no money, no home, not working yet, not that rich BUT i love u and want to marry u now"

and

2. can give the great feeling become down, such as~~

"i love u and want to marry u now BUT i have no money, no home, not working yet"

can u spot the different??

just a thought for me today!!!

BUT....

love for Allah doesn't ask u to sacrifices anything(money,home,time,life) but only your pure n sincere heart...

and because of that pure and sincere heart u actually want to give everything to Allah swt...

got my point??

i do wrong things...and i don't know how to turn back time...

and i want to continue with the right thing, but i don't have the power to do so...

i will stuck in this place forever with the guilty feeling to Allah...

and i can't take it anymore...

crying everyday...

thatz all i can do...and trying hard to improve back my energy and feeling...

BUT~~~~

why i become so negative??

p/s: ayah masuk hospital lagi....and i really need someone to cry on...who can give her shoulder to me??

fuh~~

fuh~~sambil meletakan tapak tgn kanan ke dahi dan dr dahi perlahan2 bawak ke kanan dahi dan alihkan tgn...

banyak peluh???

1. klu banyak, maknenye anda da berusaha keras hari nie...tahniah!!!

2. klu xde peluh...meaning that anda masih ber relax2 wlupun ironinya kerja belambak...say what??(amik quote aiman azlan)hehe

banyak bende happen dlm hidup aq...

baik y aq tau, die tau, DIA tau mahupun ada y aq sendiri tak tau...

ape2 pun...aq buat kesilapan n keep repeat it...

why?? i even dont have the answer...

yup!! ade satu hadith berbunyi "org y beriman tidak akan jatuh 2 kali ke dalam luang yang sama"...

dan mase teringat hadith nie, aq rs jauhnye term beriman dlm hidup aq...

mmg aq masih punya Allah swt yang menyayangi dan Rasulullah saw y merindui...

namun klu aq keep repeat the same mistake over n over again...

aq mungkin akan kehilangan Allah n Rasul dlm hidup aq...

semoga kite dipermudahkan urusan dunia mahupun akhirat...insya-Allah...

kite sering buat kesalahan...namun hati dambakan syurga...

kite sering melanggar larangan Allah namun hati mahukan cintaNYA...

2-3 minggu aq fikir...layak kah aq??

ade satu bende y kite perlu kawal sgt2 dlm diri...

tau x??

itu la NAFS...nafs y baik bawak kite ke syurga dan sebaliknya....

satu bende y aq harus perbetulkan...

sebelum semuanya terlambat....

mungkin sudah tiba masanya aq bukan lagi ber status "single"...

semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya...ameen~~~

semoga hari2 pengorbanan y baru je lepas memberi 1001 kebaikan pada mereka y mencari hidayah Allah...dan untuk aq...

aq perlukan hari y baru untuk berubah...

takbir di rumah sempena raya haji....credit to my brother dzul...

p/s: aq rase berdosa y amat sgt...semoga aq tidak menjadi punca hidayah tidak smpai ke adik2...aq takut~~~ :'(

remind

a lots of things happen...

down, stress, tired....

a lot of assignment need to be settle in this week...

next week??holiday~~

am i happy??

no...why??

don't know...

i need to be strong....

to make everything back to normal...

insyaAllah....

p/s: walaupun die senyum, terasa berat dlm hati...mcm mane nk kembalikan senyumanya??

ISDK

lame nye tak update blog..ke x??haha

ape2 pun, byk sgt hal happen 4-5 hari nie...

and aq...serabut ar skit...haha

somehow life still need to move on...

serius JK a.k.a jiwa kacau but i'm cool~~hehe

back to my topic...

ISDK...ape tu??

pernah dgr ISK (Ini Sejarah Kita)??well, as u may see...

even my address is teamISK.blogspot...

tp ISDK nie istilah baru skit...

baru dapat dlm mukhayyam ikram gombak semalam kat kem nur laman bistari....

penyampai??my favourite ustaz: akhi faiz

sejak balik semananjung nie, nie 1st time dpt balik semangat bintulu...

terbaekk...akhawat lain dont be jeles..please...hehe

ok fine...what is ISDK??

ia adalah singkatan kepada "Ini Sejarah Datuk Kita"

amacam?? ada berminat...jom join tarbiyah!!!

dalam halaqah kite citer...hehe

erm, at least i got recover my broken heart...

yup...i need to focus on how to bring islam back in our life...

and not to put our self on fire of an-nar...

spirit bro...spirit!!!

HAMASATUSSHABAB!!!

mean semangat pemuda...wahh~~~berapi nie..hehe

alritez, utk anak2 baru (walaupun xjumpe lagi..hehe)

dalam halaqah kite share what is this ISDK...alritez??

untuk y lame pun bley je share...kite rehlah ke jaulah ke same2...xde hal~~

my pleasure to share this with all musleem in this world...

for who doesn't know me...

PM me...on number...waits....haha
just leave your comment la and email...cewah~~

promote2...

alritez...class calling, assigment waiting...terbaek~~

chow yo!!

p/s: baru beli phone baru...lihat gamba di bawah...haha..my mini galaxy!!

list

list means 1 number of items, names, etc., written or printed together as a record or aid to memory. 2 (in pl.) a palisades enclosing an area for a tournament. b scene of a contest. —v. 1 make a list of. 2 enter in a list. 3 (as listed adj.) a (of securities) approved for dealings on the Stock Exchange. b (of a building) of historical importance and officially protected.  enter the lists issue or accept a challenge. [Old English] - oxford dictionary

guess, there be a long time i'm not list up my task...

ok, let see...how busy i am:

1. designing tag for IASS (international agriculutre student symposium)

2. preparing some program book for IASS 2012

3. promoting IASS website for to all international university...

4. designing poster for agriculutre club

5. designing t-shirt for company

6. assignment current issue

7. final year project - not even discuss about what research that i want to do..
8. oh yeah...research method and quantitative exam~~next week

fuh...not even reach 10...guess not that much la..
however...all that 8 items not exactly an human priority job...

but if u not think that way...think back!!!

Allah not creating us to do that 8 items job...

for ALLAH sake, the answer NOOO.....

the priority is to be a musleem...

how??lets go to see what dakwah is all about...

go to: dakwah.info

whatever that all sahabat do a long time ago, thatz is exactly what we going to now!!!

no excuses...because why???

because....can't u see??

"betapa rosaknya umat" and i realize, how worse i am...

all that 8 item that i need to do, must not be the reason for not doing whatever Allah ask me to do...oh Allah, give me strength and never let me out from this path~~

passion to do whatever Allah ask, comes together with the perfect iman (faith)..

and the perfect iman comes together with great amal (action)...

and great amal come together with tsaqafah (knowledge)...

pray for everybody best!!!InsyaAllah...

_____________________________________________________

someone comeback from japan tomorrow...

have a safe great journey~~

welcome home....

excited already!!!

alritez...dhuhr(zohor) already...

chow yo....

yosh...

assalamualaikum~~

p/s: pray for everything goes as plan tomorrow...nervous~~

story

argh...got tense over and over and over again...
1st TEST COMING!!!!!

assignment keliling pinggang~~

ntah la....

and last nite i've got an accident...

mcm nie story die...

mase my frenz bawak krete, tetibe ade api jatuh depan krete tgh jalan...

ape lagi brek mngejut ar....

tau2 pakcik PJSD tu sibuk nk bakar sarang tebuan tp x blok jalan...

kureng betul...

dah tu kerete belakang pun brek..nasib sempat brek..xde la berlanggar...

da tu...kawan aq y bawak krete cuak dgn api terus nak reverse...

sakit tekak aq jerit ade krete kt blakang,

last2...dushhh...langgar gak...

da tu terjadilah situasi gelak2 y besar...

xteruk...tp kureng betul la pakcik PJSD tu...

haha, saje aq nk highlight kan PJSD tu...geram kot...

duit~~duit~~

tgh mlm, my coursemate call sebab risau...

da la br abis meeting...sian die...

die kate xmahal la setakat bumper kancil...dlm RM80 kot...

and plat dlmRM20 jugak...tp nti die follow up la...

anybody know the exact amount??hehe

and pg nie my best friend hntr msg:

"Assalamualaikum..

Sobahunnur..ohaiyo gozaimasu..slmt pg..

lets have a nice kick strt 4 2day..B)"

and sure...aq xbley balas msg sebab kredit da xde 3 hari...

so, jap lg nk p kelas...aq nk beli top up dulu...
penting tu...sebab byk msg2 akhawat y aq x dapat balas...

and ade la jugak my frenz y kecewe dgn aq...

aq xpernah harap org paham aq...

tp mmg bile masuk sem nie...keje aq byk sgt...

masalah byk sgt...dgn FYP lg....

seriusly, kdg2 give up jugak...

thankz to Allah swt cause always be with me...

the only one who understand me...

and seandainya aq give up dgn manusia pun,aq still ade Allah...

it just, aq je y xnk dgr cakap Allah selalu...

and aq nk cinta Allah je....and Rasulullah pun...

alrite...

nk p kelas...besok 1st test...

pray for everything will b fine...insya-Allah =)

chow yo...YOSH!!

p/s: aq rs ade org hecked my email plak la...benci giler...hari tu FB nie Email...agak2 arr~~~