wordless Wednesday #2

my 2nd wordless wednesday...wuuhuuu~~~

:::::my wish for:::::

MUHD NUR AS SHABAH MOHAMED

Vanue: Cafe Serumpun

Semoga diberkati umur dan sentiasa mendapat keredhaan dari Allah swt....

kawin cepat skit...xsanggup aq nk tunggu sampai hang umur 30...kih kih

even though, hari nie sambutan kali ke-2 birthday ko...tp we had fun along the way, right??

and kek pun sedap kan??kan??

(sobah, thankz sanggup lmbat p tgk bola malaysia lwn Taiwan)

bak kate siti "da lame x happy mcm nie"

thankz to y meraikan:

1. Siti Nasihah

2. Zaim

3. Suhailah

4. Teh Arfah

p/s: lepas penat keje, rindu plak nk masuk blaja balik...wah~~2 bulan lagi!!!!

pray

i pray for the best~~
letz pray for the best~~

kita hanya merancang, dan Allah swt pun merancang...

dan sebaik2 perancang adalah Allah swt dan yakin lah perancangan Allah swt itu la yang terbaik buat kita...

baik buat aq, kamu, dia dan semua....

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan

Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku

Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku

Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon

Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan

Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku

Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku

Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah

Beri kekuatan jua harapan

Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya

Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang beriman

Bisa menemani aku

Supaya ku dan dia

Dapat melayar bahtera

Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih

Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku

Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini

Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia

Walau tanpa bersamanya

Gantikanlah yang hilang

Tumbuhkan yang telah patah

Ku inginkan bahagia

Di dunia dan akhirat

PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

doa seorang kekasih by: in team

p/s: Hari nie mintak cuti...and my manager kate "ok"...tp aq rindu manager kat department distribution n logistic la...haha...boleh x??

gegar

fuh~~
sekarang nie susah la nk stay up...

pukul 11 p.m je mule la....haha

so, klu selalu update pkul 2-3 pagi, untuk 2-3 bulan nie xdpt la...

serius xlarat...

keje belambak...xcaye, tnye rakan sekerja saye...sape??

haha...carik sendiri....

buat mase nie...ade 7 keje y diberi...hope xtambah lagi...

skang nie...meje aq penuh dgn dokumen2, fail2...

tu xciter dlm laci...resume belambak...tp aq da bace la semua...dont worry~~

ade rezeki, dpt la...doa2 la....

satu bende la aq blaja sejak duk HR nie...

syarikat besar, serius susah nk amik dak2 fresh graduate..

klu diorg nk amik pun, pointer kne 3.5 ke atas..serius~~

tp jgn smpai 3.9...tu pun diorg reject...

sebab pe??sebab takut...dak2 pandai nie, klu dpt tawaran lagi bagus, confirm2 die lari...haha

well, tips nie kite2 aje...haha

ok, berbalik pada cerite gegar...

aq adalah diantara y merase gegaran nye...

pening smpai bawak ke malam...haha, power x power kuase Allah swt, lu pikir la sendiri...

5.5 skala dr indon membawa ke malaysia...ternyata kite serumpun...

haha...apakah motif nye??wah~~kite mmg sedare seislam pun kan....

so, peace bro~~

ok la...xde pe pun nk cakap...

hari nie penat otak..petang td pun, aq tinggal je manager tu interview...

da tu, sape suruh wat interview lepas 5.30 ptg, sape nk tunggu...haha

p/s: jiwa kacau la hari nie..byk bende aq pikir...pasal persahabatan...wujud ke persahabatan di zaman kacau bilau nie??argghhh~~aq serius malas nk layan otak mereng aq mlm2 nie...

emosi

sejak 2 menjak aq praktikal nie,

byk betul aq main emosi...

train lambat....emosi

train cepat tp sardin...emosi

minyak hitam krete probz...emosi

tank minyak petrol asik tunjuk jarum full je walaupun da 3 hari....emosi (haha)

keje banyak....emosi

xde keje...emosi

and y paling tak tahan petang td

kne perli kat tempat praktikal....serius emosi~~

siap kutuk uni aq kot...

hellloooo~~universiti ranking ke-4 kot...

aq pun bagus ape...

keje patut 8:30 am- 5:30 pm...

tp aq dtg pukul 8:15 am- 6:00pm kot...

and elaun aq xde la beribu jugak pun....

nasib la y lain mmg 1st class...tinggal sorang tu je...

so IN-THE-BOX~~huh!!

kluar la skit dr kotak pemikiran kolot tu...

ade lagi org mcm tu kat dunia nie...issshhh~~~

dgn emosi y kurang stabil tu,

balik2 bilik je....

dpt pulak cerite2 y meng"geli"kan hati~~

ok...double attack kot...

skit2 da la~~xselera aq makan..terpakse tapau...mencikkk!!!

kadang2 perkataan kite bley mnyakitkan hati org lain...

dan

"tidak beriman seseorang itu, sehingga dia mencintai saudaranya seperti dia mnyintai dirinya sndiri"- Hadith 13 (hadith arbain)

so, bro~~lu pikir la sendiri~~

cube bygkan situasi nie...

"lu dtg rumah org, pastu lu curi semua harta org tu n bunuh semua ahli keluarga org tu,

last2 le, lu mintak maaf..."

agak2 ape perasaan org tu...

mgkin la die kate maafkan n xkesah (baik tu..hehe)...tp serius, makan dalam kot...

teringat kate2 ustaz rahmat dlm sang murabbi:

klu kite da paku sesuatu dinding, n bile kite tanggal balik paku tu....mmg paku da xde...

tp kesan stay kot....

mcm tu la jugak kate2 yang xberhikmah...

sedih aq....

n xde sape nk pujuk...xpe2...pujuk diri sendiri la~~haha

ok~~cukup la kenangan itu buat aq tersenyum...cewah~~

ok...chow!!!!

p/s: keje bertimbun td aq tinggalkan...so, aq nk tido dulu...then emosi aq da ok...buat keje pun mesti senyum punye...

tp bile pikir kwn sekerje sebelah meje aq....arggghhh...2 bulan lebih lagi tu...

time

time or....

1 indefinite continued progress of existence, events, etc., in the past, present, and future, regarded as a whole. 2 progress of this as affecting persons or things- oxford

well, i think the 2nd point is really related to myself...

why??because i think i just be a totally different person now...

totally...no doubt~~~

why??because...

when u change, u can feel it...and i feel it...

i'm not like this before...i mean, i much more better la before....

i think i want to change...how bout that??

meaning that, i can live without someone who can i called best friend...

i once live in that lifestyle...and i feel like i live life better~~

should i start today??

no no no....i should start a long time ago...

so, should i start now??yoshh~~

treat all people as the same...

no best friend, no bestest friend, no soulmate...soulmate??kah kah...

(mane la aq blaja perkataan mcm tu..adakah pngaruh rakan sekerja??)

no one could get more love from me...cewah~~

except for Rasulullah saw la...

my heart more toward him, and i won't feel hurt by loving him thiiissssss much...

promise that...haha

tired, hungry, sleepy, not in the mood....

making me unconscious, and in this time (beta wave)...

u can make all the decision as mind set...

so,

i (heart), agree to what brain have set...which...

brain said: "Heart...please don't get hurt again...or u make all the functional body not function..."

heart reply: "well brain...u need to decide something then...please don't think about stupid things again...ok brain??"

brain said: "as u wish, heart"

anyway, in hadith-6 (hadith arbain):

"...sesungguhnya dalam badan kamu terdapat seketul daging...jika baik daging itu, maka baik lah seluruh anggota...dan jika buruk daging itu, maka buruk lah seluruh anggota...ketahuilah bahawa daging itu adalah hati"....

so, the most important part in u, is ur heart...and for sure...

your heart needs al-quran n hadith+sunnah Rasulullah saw more than others things...

so, from now on...

i try to promise myself...

i will take care of my heart, my iman and my amal....

its about time to change~~~but, i really hate myself now....

p/s: ...........bile emosi mula melawan logik...

harap

harap a.k.a hope~~

aq ingat nk berhenti berharap la...bukan pada Allah swt of course...

tp pada manusia...pada dunia....

sebab??

serius, klu la manusia or dunia tu hancurkan harapan kite, confirm2 sakit bro~~

sakit hati y membawa kepada emosi y akan mengakibatkan sakit otak...

full stop~~

so, i hope i'm not hoping for anything else...

except, what have Allah swt already fated for myself...

its always the best..walllaahhhh

klu imbas2 kembali bende2 y aq harap pada manusia,

xbyk y bg respon positif...

sokmo negative je...

last2 aq gak y menangis xbrenti...

benci i~~~haha

tapi kan...

pernah x korang berharap...

korang duk depan mesin ATM, lagi2 mesin bank islam,

pastu harap akaun korang ade angka RM 5***.00..

pernah??pernah??walaupun korang x keje...

pernah??pernah??...

then tibe2 bile masuk kad, tekan no rahsia tu...

pastu tgk2, mmg ade RM 5***.00...

haha...

pernah??well, aq pernah...sape la bg tu agak2??

confirm2 duit rakyat...

anyway...mmg pun....

so, sebab tu...walaupun ape y berlaku mase aq blaja nie...susah, senang, payah, perit....

aq xkan sesekali hampakan rakyat y telah bersusah payah byr aq untuk blaja...

akan ku balas jasa2 kalian...insya-Allah...

secara jujurnya...

sgt beban bile kite dapat biasiswa...

klu kite berfoya-foya...duit rakyat la y kite tipu, yang kita hampakan...

n kite sebenarnye tipu diri sendiri jugak...

berat langkah bile kuar dr pintu kolej, bile pikir pasal tanggungjawab nie sume....

waaaa...kdg2 rs tak sanggup~~~

ok...cukup kesyahduan itu..

aq harap praktikal aq, Allah permudahkan urusan nya...

semua y mohon praktikal da pun dapat tempat praktikal...alhamdulillah...

Allah la sebaik2 perancang...

dan sesungguhnya hanya pada-MU aq berharap ya, Allah...

p/s: aq start 1 june kat kepong...well, my sis bg krete..hehehe...apa lagi~~~~ XD

another

hari nie...

there couple times my frenz said that i act like diktator...
suruh2 orang tanpa sebut perkataan "tolong" or "please"...

mungkin kesilapan aku sebab memang xpernah train diri utk gune perktaan tu...
mungkin kne start sekarang...
well, sbelum ade hati2 yang terasa...its better for me to say sorry..

orang kate "sorry" tu magic word...
tp bg aku..."thatz my word"...
mungkin sebab aku selalu buat salah...and da terbiasa guna perkataan tu...
tp sememang nyer aku ikhlas sgt bile say "sorry"...

nak di jadikan cerita....
when i send msg to one of my friendz to apologize about my diktator behavior,
my frenz tu reply this msg:

"Aq xde rse cm2 pown..... Rilek r kt kn best frend....haha"

my reaction:
BEST FRIEND?? adakah aku semakin trauma dengan word tu...
is that true that i need another best friend in my life and get hurt again??
adakah die akan menjadi seperti my last best friend??
erm...
i need to rest my mind right now...i mean it....

p/s: adakah die pengganti??

workz

just been on 2nd week in campus and its so much work and so much busy...

a lot of assignments...and alot of things to be settled...

how i'm going to plannn???~~!!!!!

1.paper work

2.marketing

3.company interview

4.product to sell this coming saturday

5.design poster

6.video for photography seminar

7.slide show

8.editing photo

9.triple meeting(most urgent)

ohw no...i have only 24 hour a day...

and all these need to be settled before friday....

tak sanggup lagi rasenyer nak study!!!!!!!!!!!

argghhh....

p/s:anyone can help me here???!!!!!

life

yeah...new sem arrived...

busy??

so much busy...

dgn esmp yang sibuk dan bermasalah...

lagi la susah nk daftar subjek...

sape la yang suruh launch waktu orang sibuk nk dftr subjek??

sytem baru harus dicuba...xde pangalaman ke???

adoyaiiii....

like my sister said: "da berape tahun da wujud..."

anyway, problem with subject not yet settle...

cant register...

this semester i take swimming...what da....haha

i take aquaculture farm but......need to discuss with somebody in admin...not yet settle...

i take marketing....5 assignment given in first week,due by 2nd week...crazy task....

i take entrepreneur... need to go "pasar tani" within 8 week, and sells something new...

big task, big money...and may be big lost...

i take farm management....ohw, nooo....need to do some project paper...project planning...and what ever project....haiiiisshhhh

lastly, i take research...cant imagine whats going to happen....haha

life...LIFE....life....

got myself so busy...

meed to planning proper...

so that i wont regret later...haha

p/s: jadi ketua untuk 2 kelas...not a happie life anyways...arrghhhhh

MAHA2010

for more info about MAHA2010: http://www.mahaexpo2010.com/

salam...

beberape bulan nie aq diselubungi dgn mcm2 perasaan...

bercampur baur...benci, sayang,suke,bimbang,cemburu,rindu etc...

rimas sgt2....

seriously i'm on the way to search some peace in me...

a peace that i miss so much....

and i know the important now is, i really need to work hard to find the same peace i got when i was in Bintulu...ohw, Allah...i really need that peace....

anyway, ape kaitan dengan MAHA ye x??

actually i try to forget all the mess i made from this early year till today...

it is really mess up my life....

so, i try busy up my life with something else...better than sit alone and think how to clear up all the mess....so, i off to MAHA...

my schedule in this holiday...

tmorrow of to MAHA...and may be i off to Melaka tomorrow nite untill sunday and get back to MAHA untill 5 dicember 2010...

see u guyz there...yoshhh!!!

how about the other weeks??

still thinking how to full up my schedule...

so, i dont need to think about my life as an empty glass....

thats all....

p/s: i almost forget about my objective to create this blog...need to consider things back again...people start to ask me..."u blog seem different this day..." opss!!!!

legend

long time no see to my blog...

to many works to do...

an assignment,presentation,study, exam and all student stuff...

can't imagine what would be happen when already works...

i thought i just wanna say a few things that i feel about best frenz...

people use to say that, best frenz can hear what ur heart saying,

can share the hurt and smile again together even the problem not even solve...

i dont know, but it is kind of fake for me now...

i try this theory that people say about best frenz...

and my best frenz wasn't like that....

and it is actually become double hurt...

1st-u already hurt by things happen, and

2nd-ur best frenz just ignore u when u need him

and maybe triple hurt when u already tells what actually u feel, and still be ignore...

cemburu melihat sahabat2 Rasulullah saw...memahami each other, even they were saying no words...menangis bersama2, gembira bersama2, berjuang bersama2, shahid bersama2...

cemburu mendengar Rasulullah saw bergurau bersama mereka....they just knowing each other well walupun perkenalan itu sebentar....

and now, the best frenz term that i use to believe exist...

would become a legend in mylife...

maybe i expected to much from my best frenz,

may be sharing a shoulder is too much for my best frenz...

may be pretend to caring is kind of hipokrit for my best frenz....

best frenz...i just dont know what it is actually mean...

p/s: it is hard to find someone from everyone...but everyone is someone if u makes they someone...

prepare

prepare a.k.a bersedia

hari nie, hati aq still xtenang...

banyak bende yang aq pikir...

and paling xsuke adalah, aq terlalu byk pikir pasal mase depan....

pernah seseorang kate padaku secara indirect..(die nk nasihat adik die,tp scr automatik, aq yang tumpang krete tu pun dapat la gak ceramah free..hehe)

die cakap:"kenape la org perempuan risau sgt dgn jodoh diorang..ape yang penting, prepare kan diri...jd orang islam yang baik...jodoh Allah yang tentukan..xpayah la risau2...ade jodoh, ade la..."

ops!!sgt tajam n menusuk...

tp bile pikir2 balik kate2 die...sgt2 betul....

i always said to others...mencari cinta manusia is not the way u found a person u wanted for, tp preparekan lah diri untuk menjadi musleem dan itu lah sebaiknya...

jodoh..yes, absolutely true..Allah yang akan bagi...

bile??

bile kite da bersedia...

ade satu quote yang aq suke hari nie...

"Carilah sebutir permata dalam timbunan kaca

walau jarimu terluka..."

p/s:i almost kill myself bile bawak krete td lampu xbukak...haha...

amazing

sea?? i know...
river?? i know...i know...
river under the sea???...thatz impossible, bro...
well, for Allah..nothing is impossible....kun fayakun!!!...

Dan Dialah yang membiarkan dua laut yang mengalir (berdampingan); yang ini tawar lagi segar dan yang lain asin lagi pahit; dan Dia jadikan antara keduanya dinding dan batas yang menghalangi. al-furqan:53

p/s: today is my sis birthday(in masihi)...pray for her best..