last post

well, i know xrmai pun y follow blog nie...

tp sgt2 thankz pd y da byk share pendapat untuk blog nie...

a lot of things happen..

lepas ayah meninggal hari tu,

aq jadi lain skit..

lain mcm mane, biar la aq je y tau...

lepas tu byk sgt bad things happen...

yup,jgn lupe sabar...

so, lepas lame fikir2...

aq nk jadikan tarikh 24 feb 2012 sebagai pengakhiran blog nie...

aq akn keep blogging...

cume pada page yang lain..and cerite y lain...

penulisan y lain...

semua lain la...

so, thank for the big support...

dgn lafaz bismillah aq akhiri penulisan nie...

p/s: persahabatan itu satu perkara y sgt aq suke...cume jgn pernah mengkhianati~~

11feb2012

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang~~~~

well, well, well...

officially today!!!!

24 years old already...

last year, sambut birthday ke-23 di putrajaya...

dengan sahabat2 ex-dip...sape y boleh lupe...

masih segar dalam ingatan memori mase tu...

happy, gembira...yeahhh~~

tapi...

bile masuk 24 tahun nie...

tetibe rase tua...rase umur da menghampiri suku abad...

satu bende y bermain dlm kepala otak nie...

adakah aq da jadi hamba yang Allah nak??

atau sekadar manusia biasa??

aq mulakan hari ulangtahun aq dengan qiam...

tp adakah itu mampu mgubah hakikat diri yang da jauh dr cinta Ilahi??

adakah masih ada ruang utk aq ulang semula hari sebelum nie??

ia berkisar di situ....

namun yakin lah...

masih ade ruang untuk bertaubat untuk setiap hambaNya...

1. selagi nafas masih terhela

2. selagi sangkakala yang pertama belum berbunyi

aq yakin Allah masih sayang kan ku...

dan nafas hari nie, adalah hadiah dari Allah untuk ku...

memberi ku satu lagi hari sebagai peluang menjadi hambaNya...

nikmat islam n iman...

satu kemanisan y aq xmampu lupa...

nikmat usrah, dakwah n tarbiyyah...y buatkan aq masih sedar siapa aq...

kesilapan demi kesilapan dilakukan...

namun perasaan mnyesal, insaf, sedih, takut...

buat aq rasa, itu lah hadiah Allah buat ku...

syukur Alhamdulillah...

satu ucapan y xkan pernah cukup utk menggambarkan hadiah2

yang Allah da beri dlm hidupku...

akhawat2 y menyayangi...

xkurang jugak y memberi cabaran dan menduga keimanan n ukhuwwah...

semua tu hadiah...terima kasih Allah...

ok...

tinggalkan rs itu sebentar..

what happen to me today...on my birthday

let see~~~

1. tepat 00:00, nyanyian lagu birthday versi sengau oleh my roomate n budak2 aqua (lili, ecah n diana)...wow!! expect the unexpected, rite...haha

1st time in my 24 olds life...korang ade??haha

kek angry bird merah (aq beli sendiri..haha)...happy!!!

2. calling and birthday song from my trusted person...yeah, on 00:01..appriciate that...

tahun lepas, die ahli y smbut my birthday di putrajaya..cewah~~

somehow, thankz sebab smbut my birthday awal...best n memoriable...

3. first fb wisher, my coursemate...thankz bro~~

4. someone brother ask me.."fatimah, kawin bile??"...well, i'm shock~~seriously

5. erm~~nothing more happen...haha

mungkin sebab da tua kot...hadiah??

my sis kate di sanggup beli ape je y aq nak...tp, aq xsuke mintak...

nmpak desperate kan??haha

ooo...my best friend??

not the earliest wisher...not even remember i guess...

well, may be i'm now less important...bcoz he has someone better..hihi

never mind...

ok...thatz it!!

oooohhw...my result for semester 5...

got dean again...but spoiled by one subject...B+...

rs mcm mmg lecture tu xsuke aq...nk buat mcm mane...hurm~~~

haha...xnmpak yek...xpe la...
thankz buat semua lecture...seems like, 1st class degree harus dilupakan...

xkan dapat punye....

xpe, itu la rezeki...and ade hikmah atas segalanya...

ok, chow!!

yoshhh~~~

p/s: memang xde y nak bagi hadiah yek??sedihnye...haha

29jan2012

hari ni da 7th february 2012...

perasaan hari nie bercampur baur...

rimas rasenye ade perasaan mcm nie...

serius~~~

well, 29jan2012...

tarikh aq kehilangan seorang insan...

insan y darahnya mngalir deras dlm darahku...

seorang insan y aq sayang...

seorang insan y tidak mungkin ada gantinya lagi...

tepat jam 2:10pm/29Jan2012...

aq kehilangan ayah...

wlupun da 10 hari, perasaan seperti...

ayah sentiasa ada...

mungkin sebab mmg ayah jarang di rumah...

ye la...balik seminggu sekali...

sbb ayah kerja jauh dr rumah...

kami redha atas pemergianya...

pesanan pakcik "boleh menangis, tp jgn meratapi"...

ye...aq tau...

sejak ayah xde nie...rs mcm lain sgt...

byk perasaan bersalah, mnyesal bermain2 dlm otak fikiran aq...

mungkin sbb byk salah silap y da aq lakukan...

mmg banyak...

syukur kepada Allah...

kerna aq pernah merasai pelukan dan ciuman dr insan bergelar ayah...

aq doa ayah berada dikalangan hambaNya y disayangi dan diredhai...

dan aq...

nak brubah...aq nak jadi anak y dikatakan aset kepada kedua orang tuanya...

insyaAllah..

aq bersyukur...

kerna aq masih punya emak...

masih belum terlambat untuk aq berbakti pada emak...

p/s: sometimes i feel like i am crazy...did i??

cool

cool mean 1 of or at a fairly low temperature, fairly cold. 2 suggesting or achieving coolness. 3 calm, unexcited. 4 lacking enthusiasm. 5 unfriendly (a cool reception). 6 calmly audacious

- oxford dictionary

well, let take the 3rd meaning...calm~~

and cool is unexcited??not agree at all...haha

for me, cool is calm...in no matter what situation we facing...

its easy to say "i'm cool~~" but exactly hard to act cool especially in hard time...

seriously~~

have anyone see IP Man movie??

he's cool...u can see his face when he angry and not angry...

when bad people came to fight with him...he absolutely cool...

bak kate melayu, xcepat gelabah n melatah...ops~~ hehe

i'm absolutely not promoting that movie...

i just wanna say that, being cool is not as eating peanut...hihi

its need the clean inner side...

in islam, to be cool...

we need a lot sabar in heart...

and sabar is really hard to practice...

u know what...

when u said that u can't hold the anger anymore, is the starting of sabar...

get me??

well, as conclusion...

cool is sabar~~~

so..to make sabar happen...

please dont skip solah,quran,qiam,sunat things...last but important , eat halal food..

and i wanna be cool~~~

cool is owesome!!!!!

p/s: byk sgt masalah skrg...family, study, diri...really need that cool~~~

2012

Assalamualaikum~~~

its 1:02 am, and i only have 1 hour and 11 minutes to write...

why??because credit for online using USPOT almost over...hehe

what is USPOT??

UPM student know that...

alrite~~letz back to track....

even its already 7th on this 2012 new year,

but i guess its not too late for me to have new azam...

starting tomorow...ops~~better today...hihi

somebody told me...more than one body anyway...

"don't depend on human coz u need Allah for everything...."

yup...and thatz why i pray that i don't want to love a person too much...

including anyone...hihi...

and one more things...

" aq xnak alat mencapai matlamat memperalatkan aq..."

get me??

its something like this...

u study because islam ask u to study and bring islam until ustaziyatul alam...

and study is tools, while ustaziyatul alam is your goal...

but suddenly, u give u hard to study gile2, then forget the path of dakwah n tarbiyah that will bring the islam back...

all you want is 4 flat (malaysian university result full)...

and thatz what i call "diperalatkan"...got me now??

ok...now, back to the path...

dakwah n tarbiyah is my life....

promise!!insyaAllah...

p/s: my best frenz merajuk??wah~~~exactly like someone i know!!!

down

Last day today...next week study week...
the next next week...exam final coming!!!

waaaa....
a bit down, stress for today...
because?? my carry mark for quantitative is not cool...
ok, my bad...need to study hard..
yet most importantly, hubungan dengan Allah y kne jage betul2..
my bad..my bad...

but insyAllah...
i try to study hard...
so i wont bring bad example for others..hehe

ok..nothing much coz i am down ok...
so, i made 5 new logo for my frenz...
am i creative??
i don't know...
joining international symposium as publicity team does not showing how creative i am...
so, what actually my strength??

erm~~~~~




p/s: nak 4 flat sem nie...tp mcm harapan tinggal harapan je...owhh~~`

MyDay

Assalamualaikum~~~

wahh...lame bebenor rasenyer xmeninggalkan kesan di umah fevretku nie..hehe
First of all, Alahamdulillah...
selesai sudah Family Day akhawat di Morib...
nk bagi berape markah ye??erm~~180% kot...haha

sgt2 best....
tempat, mkanan, video...n y paling penting~~~
PENGISIAN JIWA...

insyaAllah...
satu bende y aq kne igt is...
pergantungan hanya kepada ALLAH SWT...

ye kite hidup perlu berteman...menghharapkan kawan n manusia lain...
tp bile fikir2 kan balik...
mcm mane pergantungan dgn Allah...
manusia lebih atau Allah lebih...ur soul, ur answer...

Manusia juga lemah, xperfect...
jadi hubungan y perlu lebih kuat adalah dengan Allah...
settle hubungan dengan Allah...settle la hubungan dengan saudara kita...
itu kene igt mati2 an...hehe

sebab...
at last..bile semua manusia kite da xmampu harap...
HANYA ALLAH YANG AKAN FAHAM...sebab ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI...
Allah segalanya...Allah la dalam setiap niat kita...
smpai kapan pun...(eh, gune indonesian plak...hehe)

InsyaAllah...
klu video ciptaan akhawat boleh dipublish di youtube...
pasti semua akan dapat manfaat yang sama...
tema kami: TAKAFUL (tolong-menolong)
korang ade??hehe

p/s: Minggu terakhir di semester ni sebelum exam final...gambate!! assignment bykkk~~~

quote

tonight i got some stress...

why??

Final Year Project proposal not yet done...say what??

next week are the presentation...

my supervisor must be mad at me...oh my~~

today at 8 am...

i've got Industrial Training Presentation...

plus at the same time, i got Quantitative class...

so??Dr. Amin...please release us...

xmo ponteng2 lg...huhu (best student~~)

alrite...

everytime i stress, normally i can think about one jiwang sentence...

and tonite...

i create this quote...haha~~~

"the stupid one is not the fish who cant climb the tree, but the one who think the fish can climb the tree...everybody have their own specialties, and dont judge something is bad just because he can't be what u want him to be...accept people with open heart, and help the helpless not judging them with your own thought coz its call cruel~~"

amacam?? >.<

hehe

klu xbest...xpe...i'm cool~~~

aq rase aq patut bersyukur dgn nikmat y ade selagi aq mampu...

rase mcm banyak nye dosa da dilakukan...

bukan macam...tp mmg byk~~~uwaaa, bad musleem...and that is me!!!

Semoga Allah masih menyayngi hambaNya y byk salah n silap nie...

nk bangun qiam hari nie...

jom~~~insyaAllah....

so, kne tido skrg...cewah....

already create a banner for iass..hope accepted~~~

p/s: be cool team...u can do it

saywhat!!!

alritez...

feeling ok and fine and cool and normal today~~

my dad discharge from ppum today...

but yeah, there 3 times check up more on december...

but ok la...

mom looks old...

she kind of worried about hospitalization fee and so on...

yeah...if we r be ruled by khalifah,

there will be no worries for the un-rich people, rite??

so, dgr kate pilihan raya nk dekat...

SAY WHAT~!!!

hehe, choose the better...

close ur eyes n feel the right~~

PC fair at seremban...

going already??

crowded...sooooooo crowded!!!

but i got my stuff...

anti-virus...yeah~~~

finally, KASPERSKY 2012 in the house!!!

tgh update xsiap lg nie...

so, smbil buat FYP and Home Test...why not update my own blog...

cewah~~

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 1433!!!

bukan laptop je kne ade anti-virus ye...

diri sendiri pun kne tau...

update la anti-virus sempena tahun baru nie dgn azam y kukuh dlm diri...

dan mcm anti-virus y lain jgk...

sentiasa kne update virus terbaru,

so that kite xkne hack or corrupted selama 365 hari mulai hari nie!!

kan??kan??

life is all about choices...

you choose the right, u get the right!!!

terbaek~~~

alritez chow yo!!!

yosh!!!

p/s: nk wat appointment dgn jabatan pertanian....agak2 bley selamat x FYP i nie...hehe

but~~

"but"

a simple word yet important...

because it can connect two sentence become one...

and...

1. can give the fire heart become cool~~

how??

by saying in word...

" i have no money, no home, not working yet, not that rich BUT i love u and want to marry u now"

and

2. can give the great feeling become down, such as~~

"i love u and want to marry u now BUT i have no money, no home, not working yet"

can u spot the different??

just a thought for me today!!!

BUT....

love for Allah doesn't ask u to sacrifices anything(money,home,time,life) but only your pure n sincere heart...

and because of that pure and sincere heart u actually want to give everything to Allah swt...

got my point??

i do wrong things...and i don't know how to turn back time...

and i want to continue with the right thing, but i don't have the power to do so...

i will stuck in this place forever with the guilty feeling to Allah...

and i can't take it anymore...

crying everyday...

thatz all i can do...and trying hard to improve back my energy and feeling...

BUT~~~~

why i become so negative??

p/s: ayah masuk hospital lagi....and i really need someone to cry on...who can give her shoulder to me??

fuh~~

fuh~~sambil meletakan tapak tgn kanan ke dahi dan dr dahi perlahan2 bawak ke kanan dahi dan alihkan tgn...

banyak peluh???

1. klu banyak, maknenye anda da berusaha keras hari nie...tahniah!!!

2. klu xde peluh...meaning that anda masih ber relax2 wlupun ironinya kerja belambak...say what??(amik quote aiman azlan)hehe

banyak bende happen dlm hidup aq...

baik y aq tau, die tau, DIA tau mahupun ada y aq sendiri tak tau...

ape2 pun...aq buat kesilapan n keep repeat it...

why?? i even dont have the answer...

yup!! ade satu hadith berbunyi "org y beriman tidak akan jatuh 2 kali ke dalam luang yang sama"...

dan mase teringat hadith nie, aq rs jauhnye term beriman dlm hidup aq...

mmg aq masih punya Allah swt yang menyayangi dan Rasulullah saw y merindui...

namun klu aq keep repeat the same mistake over n over again...

aq mungkin akan kehilangan Allah n Rasul dlm hidup aq...

semoga kite dipermudahkan urusan dunia mahupun akhirat...insya-Allah...

kite sering buat kesalahan...namun hati dambakan syurga...

kite sering melanggar larangan Allah namun hati mahukan cintaNYA...

2-3 minggu aq fikir...layak kah aq??

ade satu bende y kite perlu kawal sgt2 dlm diri...

tau x??

itu la NAFS...nafs y baik bawak kite ke syurga dan sebaliknya....

satu bende y aq harus perbetulkan...

sebelum semuanya terlambat....

mungkin sudah tiba masanya aq bukan lagi ber status "single"...

semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya...ameen~~~

semoga hari2 pengorbanan y baru je lepas memberi 1001 kebaikan pada mereka y mencari hidayah Allah...dan untuk aq...

aq perlukan hari y baru untuk berubah...

takbir di rumah sempena raya haji....credit to my brother dzul...

p/s: aq rase berdosa y amat sgt...semoga aq tidak menjadi punca hidayah tidak smpai ke adik2...aq takut~~~ :'(

remind

a lots of things happen...

down, stress, tired....

a lot of assignment need to be settle in this week...

next week??holiday~~

am i happy??

no...why??

don't know...

i need to be strong....

to make everything back to normal...

insyaAllah....

p/s: walaupun die senyum, terasa berat dlm hati...mcm mane nk kembalikan senyumanya??

ISDK

lame nye tak update blog..ke x??haha

ape2 pun, byk sgt hal happen 4-5 hari nie...

and aq...serabut ar skit...haha

somehow life still need to move on...

serius JK a.k.a jiwa kacau but i'm cool~~hehe

back to my topic...

ISDK...ape tu??

pernah dgr ISK (Ini Sejarah Kita)??well, as u may see...

even my address is teamISK.blogspot...

tp ISDK nie istilah baru skit...

baru dapat dlm mukhayyam ikram gombak semalam kat kem nur laman bistari....

penyampai??my favourite ustaz: akhi faiz

sejak balik semananjung nie, nie 1st time dpt balik semangat bintulu...

terbaekk...akhawat lain dont be jeles..please...hehe

ok fine...what is ISDK??

ia adalah singkatan kepada "Ini Sejarah Datuk Kita"

amacam?? ada berminat...jom join tarbiyah!!!

dalam halaqah kite citer...hehe

erm, at least i got recover my broken heart...

yup...i need to focus on how to bring islam back in our life...

and not to put our self on fire of an-nar...

spirit bro...spirit!!!

HAMASATUSSHABAB!!!

mean semangat pemuda...wahh~~~berapi nie..hehe

alritez, utk anak2 baru (walaupun xjumpe lagi..hehe)

dalam halaqah kite share what is this ISDK...alritez??

untuk y lame pun bley je share...kite rehlah ke jaulah ke same2...xde hal~~

my pleasure to share this with all musleem in this world...

for who doesn't know me...

PM me...on number...waits....haha
just leave your comment la and email...cewah~~

promote2...

alritez...class calling, assigment waiting...terbaek~~

chow yo!!

p/s: baru beli phone baru...lihat gamba di bawah...haha..my mini galaxy!!

list

list means 1 number of items, names, etc., written or printed together as a record or aid to memory. 2 (in pl.) a palisades enclosing an area for a tournament. b scene of a contest. —v. 1 make a list of. 2 enter in a list. 3 (as listed adj.) a (of securities) approved for dealings on the Stock Exchange. b (of a building) of historical importance and officially protected.  enter the lists issue or accept a challenge. [Old English] - oxford dictionary

guess, there be a long time i'm not list up my task...

ok, let see...how busy i am:

1. designing tag for IASS (international agriculutre student symposium)

2. preparing some program book for IASS 2012

3. promoting IASS website for to all international university...

4. designing poster for agriculutre club

5. designing t-shirt for company

6. assignment current issue

7. final year project - not even discuss about what research that i want to do..
8. oh yeah...research method and quantitative exam~~next week

fuh...not even reach 10...guess not that much la..
however...all that 8 items not exactly an human priority job...

but if u not think that way...think back!!!

Allah not creating us to do that 8 items job...

for ALLAH sake, the answer NOOO.....

the priority is to be a musleem...

how??lets go to see what dakwah is all about...

go to: dakwah.info

whatever that all sahabat do a long time ago, thatz is exactly what we going to now!!!

no excuses...because why???

because....can't u see??

"betapa rosaknya umat" and i realize, how worse i am...

all that 8 item that i need to do, must not be the reason for not doing whatever Allah ask me to do...oh Allah, give me strength and never let me out from this path~~

passion to do whatever Allah ask, comes together with the perfect iman (faith)..

and the perfect iman comes together with great amal (action)...

and great amal come together with tsaqafah (knowledge)...

pray for everybody best!!!InsyaAllah...

_____________________________________________________

someone comeback from japan tomorrow...

have a safe great journey~~

welcome home....

excited already!!!

alritez...dhuhr(zohor) already...

chow yo....

yosh...

assalamualaikum~~

p/s: pray for everything goes as plan tomorrow...nervous~~

story

argh...got tense over and over and over again...
1st TEST COMING!!!!!

assignment keliling pinggang~~

ntah la....

and last nite i've got an accident...

mcm nie story die...

mase my frenz bawak krete, tetibe ade api jatuh depan krete tgh jalan...

ape lagi brek mngejut ar....

tau2 pakcik PJSD tu sibuk nk bakar sarang tebuan tp x blok jalan...

kureng betul...

dah tu kerete belakang pun brek..nasib sempat brek..xde la berlanggar...

da tu...kawan aq y bawak krete cuak dgn api terus nak reverse...

sakit tekak aq jerit ade krete kt blakang,

last2...dushhh...langgar gak...

da tu terjadilah situasi gelak2 y besar...

xteruk...tp kureng betul la pakcik PJSD tu...

haha, saje aq nk highlight kan PJSD tu...geram kot...

duit~~duit~~

tgh mlm, my coursemate call sebab risau...

da la br abis meeting...sian die...

die kate xmahal la setakat bumper kancil...dlm RM80 kot...

and plat dlmRM20 jugak...tp nti die follow up la...

anybody know the exact amount??hehe

and pg nie my best friend hntr msg:

"Assalamualaikum..

Sobahunnur..ohaiyo gozaimasu..slmt pg..

lets have a nice kick strt 4 2day..B)"

and sure...aq xbley balas msg sebab kredit da xde 3 hari...

so, jap lg nk p kelas...aq nk beli top up dulu...
penting tu...sebab byk msg2 akhawat y aq x dapat balas...

and ade la jugak my frenz y kecewe dgn aq...

aq xpernah harap org paham aq...

tp mmg bile masuk sem nie...keje aq byk sgt...

masalah byk sgt...dgn FYP lg....

seriusly, kdg2 give up jugak...

thankz to Allah swt cause always be with me...

the only one who understand me...

and seandainya aq give up dgn manusia pun,aq still ade Allah...

it just, aq je y xnk dgr cakap Allah selalu...

and aq nk cinta Allah je....and Rasulullah pun...

alrite...

nk p kelas...besok 1st test...

pray for everything will b fine...insya-Allah =)

chow yo...YOSH!!

p/s: aq rs ade org hecked my email plak la...benci giler...hari tu FB nie Email...agak2 arr~~~

cry

should i give any definition regarding this word "Cry"??

i can't...because i would cry either...T.T

its so sad, when someone you love and trust not understand u....

when whatever u said just be ignored...

seems like your feeling is not important at all...

you might feel shame...or should feel shame of your self...

when you are begging for something, and suddenly you be ignored...

and because of it,

some pure water from eyes will fallen till no more tear can came out...

and that is cry...

when your heart is broken into pieces...

when you have no more word to say...

then the tears plays it role...

and that is cry...

even you means nothing to the person you love...

still you need to survive...

because before you fall in love, you once with nobody...

and i believe...

the tears mean a lot to someone who appreciate you...

and lets stop crying...and begin to smile...

p/s: people wont say that my face is full of smile, if i'm not smiling...

idiot

well, idiot means:

"1 stupid person. 2 mentally deficient person incapable of rational conduct.  idiotic adj. idiotically adv. [Greek idiotes, = private citizen, ignorant person] "

anyway, past few days...i feel like kind of idiot...

why??whatever i done seems like "kurennngg sokmo"...

my report = not done

my problem= not settle

my job= crap!!!

maybe i think to much about things that i not suppose to think...

some changes happen to me and my usrati...

feels a bit different and sad...ohhww my~~

i planned, and He planned...the best Planner win...

and i know it is the best for me, for them and for all....insyaAllah...

my frenz send me some picture from japan...

its beautiful in japan...isn't it??but my heart right now not that beautiful...uwaaa

don't know why, but i feel like not happy in past few days...

down...so not in the mood....

my best frenz ask me to chillex...

but the feeling inside not as simple as word....

maybe i should stop all the things before it is too late...

for sure, i choked my own word when someone said this to me

"the bad things that happen to us, might come from the bad things that we hide from others"

and i know...as Allah swt knows everything about me...

and i can't hide anything...

about things inside me~~

about things that i care so much before...and now...

that things seems so bad...

feels like i'm a bad person...

so that i decided to change....

need to rest in peace!!

choww~~

p/s: i know silent really kill me inside...hate it and want to forget about it...3 days in row sleep at 3.00 am...save me from this stupidity!!!!

japan

japan is a country..erm, yup...it is..

and hoping that i could go there and stay and work there and marr***...ehhh, acah kot...

tp one of my favret place la to explore...

yup, after Makkah of course...

now in japan is..... autumn...cayalah!!!

only few hour left...

and i have mixedfeeling!!!

someone going to japan today...flight on 23:00

for some agriculture conference...

wah~~isn't that great??

hopefully, he might get the best experience...

pesanan aq??

jgn lupe tnye..."makanan nie ade arak x??"

yela...walaupun sushi vege, org japan suke gune sake(alkohol) dlm nasi sushi tu...

haha...pesanan terbaek...

well, u are what u eat...2 yang aq besau skang...haha

aq suruh bawak mee cawan...tp beli 5 jer...

cukup ke untuk 14 hari...

and RM1000 convert to yen, cukup gak ke 14 hari??

risau jugak klu ade ape2 happen....

hope and pray everything going just fine...

ok la...before die fly, kne wat list pesanan...

alritez yooo...chow!!

p/s: besok ke program di KLIA....see ya all gurlzz~~

panic

yup...its panic...not picnic!!!

my intern report...NOT YET DONE...

and guess what??

presentation could be today...hope not~~plezzz prof...

not really panic but a bit la...

theres 2 things that i totally panic now...

1. batuk kering...

serious, this cough seems different from any others cough i ever had...

so much worried...but not yet go to "pusat kesihatan UPM"...no time..

what can i do...well,well, well....

syabas kepada SYABAS kerana selamatkan kami sekejap dgn air...waahhhh da lame xde memories mcm nie...kih kih kih

2. water gone....arghhh

much panic???serumpun collages out of water...

smpai amik wuduk pakai air mineral tu...

somebody say...someone stole our main pipe...

ape ke hal nye la makhluk tu...xtau ke betape buruk nye kesan pd org lain...

"klu die kesah, die xcurik"...yeah right!!..

3. new student arrived...

yeah...last but not least...new student arrived...

guess..a lot of work to be done...and i expected someone to be arrived soon...

pray for the best for all of you...

me?? still stress with my intern report and a lot of assignment that need to be done...

actually i taken may be 27 kredit this sem...is that alrite???

final year project lagi...argghhh!!! chillex team...haha

alrite...at least i'm not going to do some recruitment tomorrow...hehe

alritez yoo...chow!!

p/s: somebody going to japan this week...and me?? all alone~~

decided!!

well...well...

tonite...packaging stuff and get off...haha

by tomorrow morning i need to admit one things...

I NEED TO START STUDY....AGAIN...

fuh..thankz Allah coz just one year left...

Alhamdulillah...

well, decide go to Manchester next year...so

guess need to pay some ptptn or else...BLACKLISTED!!!

sgt melampau...aq study lagi kot...siap tak bg tangguh...

uwaaa...ngadu kat mak...haha

however happen today...i guess i feel release..

why??

well, i decided something this morning...

something about my future...what is that??

wait until the day comes...hihi...secret for a moment...

sometimes, we think we can live better without anybody...

but in some moment...we actually can't....

people use to said...

"u only realize that u love something when the things is already gone..."

well, i don't want to be that kind of person...so, i decided to wait...

coz actually i'm already feel scared since last 7 dayz...

thought i already lost something in my life...something important and something that i love..

but actually, i don't...yet...hehe

so, i better take care of it while i still have it...didn't i??yeahhh...

one a.m in the morning...not finish packing my stuff...no one helps...

everybody sleeping and happy...

me...keep smiling~~

hoping and praying next 2 sem will be the best moment in life..insya-Allah...

alritezz yoo...CHOW!!

p/s: well, i guess i have new best frenz today and promise to love this one more..hehe..fair??yeah..i know...not fair... =)