11feb2012

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang~~~~

well, well, well...

officially today!!!!

24 years old already...

last year, sambut birthday ke-23 di putrajaya...

dengan sahabat2 ex-dip...sape y boleh lupe...

masih segar dalam ingatan memori mase tu...

happy, gembira...yeahhh~~

tapi...

bile masuk 24 tahun nie...

tetibe rase tua...rase umur da menghampiri suku abad...

satu bende y bermain dlm kepala otak nie...

adakah aq da jadi hamba yang Allah nak??

atau sekadar manusia biasa??

aq mulakan hari ulangtahun aq dengan qiam...

tp adakah itu mampu mgubah hakikat diri yang da jauh dr cinta Ilahi??

adakah masih ada ruang utk aq ulang semula hari sebelum nie??

ia berkisar di situ....

namun yakin lah...

masih ade ruang untuk bertaubat untuk setiap hambaNya...

1. selagi nafas masih terhela

2. selagi sangkakala yang pertama belum berbunyi

aq yakin Allah masih sayang kan ku...

dan nafas hari nie, adalah hadiah dari Allah untuk ku...

memberi ku satu lagi hari sebagai peluang menjadi hambaNya...

nikmat islam n iman...

satu kemanisan y aq xmampu lupa...

nikmat usrah, dakwah n tarbiyyah...y buatkan aq masih sedar siapa aq...

kesilapan demi kesilapan dilakukan...

namun perasaan mnyesal, insaf, sedih, takut...

buat aq rasa, itu lah hadiah Allah buat ku...

syukur Alhamdulillah...

satu ucapan y xkan pernah cukup utk menggambarkan hadiah2

yang Allah da beri dlm hidupku...

akhawat2 y menyayangi...

xkurang jugak y memberi cabaran dan menduga keimanan n ukhuwwah...

semua tu hadiah...terima kasih Allah...

ok...

tinggalkan rs itu sebentar..

what happen to me today...on my birthday

let see~~~

1. tepat 00:00, nyanyian lagu birthday versi sengau oleh my roomate n budak2 aqua (lili, ecah n diana)...wow!! expect the unexpected, rite...haha

1st time in my 24 olds life...korang ade??haha

kek angry bird merah (aq beli sendiri..haha)...happy!!!

2. calling and birthday song from my trusted person...yeah, on 00:01..appriciate that...

tahun lepas, die ahli y smbut my birthday di putrajaya..cewah~~

somehow, thankz sebab smbut my birthday awal...best n memoriable...

3. first fb wisher, my coursemate...thankz bro~~

4. someone brother ask me.."fatimah, kawin bile??"...well, i'm shock~~seriously

5. erm~~nothing more happen...haha

mungkin sebab da tua kot...hadiah??

my sis kate di sanggup beli ape je y aq nak...tp, aq xsuke mintak...

nmpak desperate kan??haha

ooo...my best friend??

not the earliest wisher...not even remember i guess...

well, may be i'm now less important...bcoz he has someone better..hihi

never mind...

ok...thatz it!!

oooohhw...my result for semester 5...

got dean again...but spoiled by one subject...B+...

rs mcm mmg lecture tu xsuke aq...nk buat mcm mane...hurm~~~

haha...xnmpak yek...xpe la...
thankz buat semua lecture...seems like, 1st class degree harus dilupakan...

xkan dapat punye....

xpe, itu la rezeki...and ade hikmah atas segalanya...

ok, chow!!

yoshhh~~~

p/s: memang xde y nak bagi hadiah yek??sedihnye...haha

29jan2012

hari ni da 7th february 2012...

perasaan hari nie bercampur baur...

rimas rasenye ade perasaan mcm nie...

serius~~~

well, 29jan2012...

tarikh aq kehilangan seorang insan...

insan y darahnya mngalir deras dlm darahku...

seorang insan y aq sayang...

seorang insan y tidak mungkin ada gantinya lagi...

tepat jam 2:10pm/29Jan2012...

aq kehilangan ayah...

wlupun da 10 hari, perasaan seperti...

ayah sentiasa ada...

mungkin sebab mmg ayah jarang di rumah...

ye la...balik seminggu sekali...

sbb ayah kerja jauh dr rumah...

kami redha atas pemergianya...

pesanan pakcik "boleh menangis, tp jgn meratapi"...

ye...aq tau...

sejak ayah xde nie...rs mcm lain sgt...

byk perasaan bersalah, mnyesal bermain2 dlm otak fikiran aq...

mungkin sbb byk salah silap y da aq lakukan...

mmg banyak...

syukur kepada Allah...

kerna aq pernah merasai pelukan dan ciuman dr insan bergelar ayah...

aq doa ayah berada dikalangan hambaNya y disayangi dan diredhai...

dan aq...

nak brubah...aq nak jadi anak y dikatakan aset kepada kedua orang tuanya...

insyaAllah..

aq bersyukur...

kerna aq masih punya emak...

masih belum terlambat untuk aq berbakti pada emak...

p/s: sometimes i feel like i am crazy...did i??

cool

cool mean 1 of or at a fairly low temperature, fairly cold. 2 suggesting or achieving coolness. 3 calm, unexcited. 4 lacking enthusiasm. 5 unfriendly (a cool reception). 6 calmly audacious

- oxford dictionary

well, let take the 3rd meaning...calm~~

and cool is unexcited??not agree at all...haha

for me, cool is calm...in no matter what situation we facing...

its easy to say "i'm cool~~" but exactly hard to act cool especially in hard time...

seriously~~

have anyone see IP Man movie??

he's cool...u can see his face when he angry and not angry...

when bad people came to fight with him...he absolutely cool...

bak kate melayu, xcepat gelabah n melatah...ops~~ hehe

i'm absolutely not promoting that movie...

i just wanna say that, being cool is not as eating peanut...hihi

its need the clean inner side...

in islam, to be cool...

we need a lot sabar in heart...

and sabar is really hard to practice...

u know what...

when u said that u can't hold the anger anymore, is the starting of sabar...

get me??

well, as conclusion...

cool is sabar~~~

so..to make sabar happen...

please dont skip solah,quran,qiam,sunat things...last but important , eat halal food..

and i wanna be cool~~~

cool is owesome!!!!!

p/s: byk sgt masalah skrg...family, study, diri...really need that cool~~~

2012

Assalamualaikum~~~

its 1:02 am, and i only have 1 hour and 11 minutes to write...

why??because credit for online using USPOT almost over...hehe

what is USPOT??

UPM student know that...

alrite~~letz back to track....

even its already 7th on this 2012 new year,

but i guess its not too late for me to have new azam...

starting tomorow...ops~~better today...hihi

somebody told me...more than one body anyway...

"don't depend on human coz u need Allah for everything...."

yup...and thatz why i pray that i don't want to love a person too much...

including anyone...hihi...

and one more things...

" aq xnak alat mencapai matlamat memperalatkan aq..."

get me??

its something like this...

u study because islam ask u to study and bring islam until ustaziyatul alam...

and study is tools, while ustaziyatul alam is your goal...

but suddenly, u give u hard to study gile2, then forget the path of dakwah n tarbiyah that will bring the islam back...

all you want is 4 flat (malaysian university result full)...

and thatz what i call "diperalatkan"...got me now??

ok...now, back to the path...

dakwah n tarbiyah is my life....

promise!!insyaAllah...

p/s: my best frenz merajuk??wah~~~exactly like someone i know!!!

down

Last day today...next week study week...
the next next week...exam final coming!!!

waaaa....
a bit down, stress for today...
because?? my carry mark for quantitative is not cool...
ok, my bad...need to study hard..
yet most importantly, hubungan dengan Allah y kne jage betul2..
my bad..my bad...

but insyAllah...
i try to study hard...
so i wont bring bad example for others..hehe

ok..nothing much coz i am down ok...
so, i made 5 new logo for my frenz...
am i creative??
i don't know...
joining international symposium as publicity team does not showing how creative i am...
so, what actually my strength??

erm~~~~~




p/s: nak 4 flat sem nie...tp mcm harapan tinggal harapan je...owhh~~`

MyDay

Assalamualaikum~~~

wahh...lame bebenor rasenyer xmeninggalkan kesan di umah fevretku nie..hehe
First of all, Alahamdulillah...
selesai sudah Family Day akhawat di Morib...
nk bagi berape markah ye??erm~~180% kot...haha

sgt2 best....
tempat, mkanan, video...n y paling penting~~~
PENGISIAN JIWA...

insyaAllah...
satu bende y aq kne igt is...
pergantungan hanya kepada ALLAH SWT...

ye kite hidup perlu berteman...menghharapkan kawan n manusia lain...
tp bile fikir2 kan balik...
mcm mane pergantungan dgn Allah...
manusia lebih atau Allah lebih...ur soul, ur answer...

Manusia juga lemah, xperfect...
jadi hubungan y perlu lebih kuat adalah dengan Allah...
settle hubungan dengan Allah...settle la hubungan dengan saudara kita...
itu kene igt mati2 an...hehe

sebab...
at last..bile semua manusia kite da xmampu harap...
HANYA ALLAH YANG AKAN FAHAM...sebab ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI...
Allah segalanya...Allah la dalam setiap niat kita...
smpai kapan pun...(eh, gune indonesian plak...hehe)

InsyaAllah...
klu video ciptaan akhawat boleh dipublish di youtube...
pasti semua akan dapat manfaat yang sama...
tema kami: TAKAFUL (tolong-menolong)
korang ade??hehe

p/s: Minggu terakhir di semester ni sebelum exam final...gambate!! assignment bykkk~~~

quote

tonight i got some stress...

why??

Final Year Project proposal not yet done...say what??

next week are the presentation...

my supervisor must be mad at me...oh my~~

today at 8 am...

i've got Industrial Training Presentation...

plus at the same time, i got Quantitative class...

so??Dr. Amin...please release us...

xmo ponteng2 lg...huhu (best student~~)

alrite...

everytime i stress, normally i can think about one jiwang sentence...

and tonite...

i create this quote...haha~~~

"the stupid one is not the fish who cant climb the tree, but the one who think the fish can climb the tree...everybody have their own specialties, and dont judge something is bad just because he can't be what u want him to be...accept people with open heart, and help the helpless not judging them with your own thought coz its call cruel~~"

amacam?? >.<

hehe

klu xbest...xpe...i'm cool~~~

aq rase aq patut bersyukur dgn nikmat y ade selagi aq mampu...

rase mcm banyak nye dosa da dilakukan...

bukan macam...tp mmg byk~~~uwaaa, bad musleem...and that is me!!!

Semoga Allah masih menyayngi hambaNya y byk salah n silap nie...

nk bangun qiam hari nie...

jom~~~insyaAllah....

so, kne tido skrg...cewah....

already create a banner for iass..hope accepted~~~

p/s: be cool team...u can do it